Life has been ok ok so far.. Cant talk much about work.. Army stuffs.. But most of my life is at work.. So cant talk much this time.. Nobody knows this blog so its ok.. Just typing to record my life and reflect back in the future..
Opened a Facebook account.. Just to try out ah coz there was this one day i was freaking bored and had nothing to do.. So decided to sign up and see wad the rest are doin.. Apparently im one of the last to sign up.. Hehex... For those tt request to b my friend n i didnt accept, its bcoz i dun wanna c ur pictures.. Hope u understand.. When i get over it then i will accept.. We made this clear i think tt day..
Birthday coming.. Still not gonna get a car for a present.. I hope ppl remember.. Haaha.. I remember ppl's birthday.. Its just tt i dun wish them only... Perhaps others will do the same to me..
One thing i reflect back on myself.. I tend to 4get my friends whom i met before i joined another organisation.. For example.. I will tend to 4get primary school mates when i go to secondary.. I tink its bcoz maybe secondary school friends are better den primary.. I dunnoe.. But i really choose my friends ah... I dun get too close with those havoc type.. I prefer those who are more lyk me... Do nothing bad, but still hav fun... I think i hold on to my principles in life too firmly.. Im sorry to all the frenz tt i dun contact with anymore.. And one more thing.. I will tend to think tt if they need me, they will find me.. Is it true?? Or i shd just contact them for the fun of it... But tt is not me ah.. I shd really ask arnd n get their opinions.. For those who read, plz get back to me on this.. I dun want to be hated bcoz of this..
Love life? Nth much.. Who would want me now.. No money, no looks, no assets.. I wonder if i will get married also in the future.. And i always give a bad first impression.. So no girls will want to get to noe me better after they c me for the first time.. But i dun think im lyk tt ah.. I tink im pretty kind and easy to get along with.. If i dun talk much it means tt im not used to having ur company.. Im pretty shy as my name suggests.. So plz get to know me before you judge me.. Y the hell m i typing this when nobody is readin?? Haha... Gone case already... Otak mati.. KK... Hav to learn songs... Slimutz...

bluewolv_blitz*Howled*Wednesday, September 02, 2009 ----------
The last time i blogged, i was in a relationship.. But.. Im sure i dun hav to spell it out now aite.. Shit happens in a relationship. But its my fault this time.. Dunnoe whether we can still get bac 2geder.. I want to.. But i dunnoe if she does.. Even then, a part of me tells me not to get into a relationship this time.. Mainly bcoz i cant afford the expenditures in a relationship.. And its also hard for me to trust her now.. She's always keepin something from me.. And both of us dun lyk to talk about me..
I will tend to give hints, test her.. And tt is the cause of our break-up btw.. Its always easy for her to find some1 new.. She's pretty, sexy( nowadays ) and very frenly.. But i lyk the old her.. Nvr smoke, nvr club... Dunnoe whr she is now.. 4 yrs is not short.. And so it is not easy to 4get.. Really not easy.. We shd really sit down n talk.. but what the heck.. Rite now, all she tinks is about having fun... Trying everythin out.. I dun even noe wad she is thinking of now..
Tt day she said she wanted to giv me another chance.. Then she told me to 4get it.. Haiz.. Spell it out for me.. I need clear explanations..
She got another guy now i think.. Chasing after him.. Telling me tt she admire his passion for life or wad( 4got the exact words).. We'll just c wad happens now..

Life is pretty fun with Nazim, Ridzuan, Shah, Mahadi and Yudkie.. Always gg out.. Laughin lyk nobody's business.. Karaoke is geting boring.. So hav to find some other things to do guys.. Went to west coast the day b4 to chill out after a movie.. Final Destination 3D.. Gore scenes.. But they can make it worse if they want to.. They better do.. Haha.. Ppl was lyk eww and damn but nazim was lyk wow and laughin thru the show.. He's really a sick b*****d..
Ok west coast.. Bought drinks and rich gal bought ben n jerry'.. Lpk kat west coast ah.. Panjat spide web lah.. lpk kat bench lah.. Yudkie menggigil seh lps tron dari spider web tu.. Her phobia for height is tt bad lah.. Ish.. Dunnoe how many cigs she swallowed after tt.. Now we noe so no more heights for u lil gal.. haha.. Got home arnd 5 n slept lyk a pig until buka.. Ish.. Tk solat tk aper.. Aper nk jadi ngan bdk nie... haha...
K la... Tink im gonna b active in bloggin again.. But dun expect a change n blog skins.. Only hannah will do tt for me.. Haha.. K ciaoz

bluewolv_blitz*Howled*Sunday, August 30, 2009 ----------