I dunnoe wad hav gone into me yesterday... Was i crazy for awhile..? Was tt me oso? Haiz.. No No.. Shaiful wont take suicide as a solution.. Yah rox.. Its a stooooopid thing to do.. Humans hav brains n we shd use it to solve problems.. Haiz... Sumhow i cant b alone now.. Things will come into my mind.. Bad things tt is.. HaizZz... Aper bleh uat... Gini lah hidop.. Well, Im so damn bored now... Nothing to do.. Msg org, org tk reply... My guez is dier tido.. Ntahlah.. Allah sajer yg tahu.. Klau dier tk cntact me bac den i'll stay at home to rot all i can.. Tadi penat sak uat arc welding.. Beh terpegang hot metal lagik.. Sedap siol.. Terjoget2 sey.. Hahaz...
Harap2 nyari ader lepak ah.. Dunnoe wads my plan for tml.. I hope i hav nothing on sunday so tt i can help firdaus in sum rewang activity... At least fun sey.. Hahaz.. My week hav been so freaking boring.. HAiz... C ya all later... Not gonna blog any sooner.. Bz ah.. But who cares rite... Considering to close down my blog... C how ah.. Gonna treat my wound now.. Slamertz...

bluewolv_blitz*Howled*Friday, August 19, 2005 ----------
Im so damn angry.. No! Im so damn Sad.. No! Im Upset.. No! Argh.. My mind is in such a mess rite now.. Ergh.. Feel lyk goin sumwhere n b free.. Free frm the world.. Free frm skool.. Frm everythin.. Argh!! Y m i lyk diz.. Feels lyk shit!! Now i undastand y ppl take suicide as an option to solve problems... But who the hell cares rite.. Saper lah aku nie... Prangai cam setan... Mayb i will b a setan... Since tts wad ppl call me... Fine den..

bluewolv_blitz*Howled*Thursday, August 18, 2005 ----------
Been realli bz lah... No tym to update... Hehez.. Well, skool's ok... Maths maken tough.. Thermodynamics pon maken maot.. Engineering drawing maken susah nk mampos.. Hahaz.. N i said ok eh.. Must b crazy or sumtin.. Hahaz.. Me n her is still strong.. Niwae, tts wad i tink.. Dunnoe bout her plak yer.. 7 more days to 2 months.. Hope nothing happen in between..
Btw, ader satu hari tu had a heart to heart talk.. Clear things up ah.. She told me tt she's true to me... Im to her oso... Haiz.. Frenz who noe me for a long tym shd noe tt.. Ppl lyk rain, dhil n others.. Hehez.. Well, we'll c if will remain together after a long tym... I hope we do.. But things can change rite..? Kiter yg merancang, Tuhan yg menentukan.. Klau lah kiter ditakdirkan bersamer(Jodoh lah tu kire), alangkah indahnya.. Hahaz..
K la.. Tml skoolin.. Haiz.. C ya all yah... Btw, tolong lah tag.. Kering sak tagboard aku.. Hahaz.. Slamertz

bluewolv_blitz*Howled*Wednesday, August 17, 2005 ----------