Hey yo... Here i am...bloggin again... but nobody noes..
Let's talk about fasting..
If an unfit and fat guy, who certainly needs more food to fill his big stomach, is able to fast even though doin a hard job under the sun, WHY CANT A FIT GUY...?
These things have been bothering me quite a bit ah.. Why isit they cannot fast? Are they That weak..? Or are they doin a harsher job than me? Or r they sick? If so, Are u sick everyday? If so, U shd b in hospital den.. Iman tk kuat ke? Tk mungkin tuhan tk tlg.. Setan da kener ikat.. So Wad Is The PROBLEM?? Maybe not every1 is lyk me lah.. Who will wait until the very last end before i decide not to fast.. That will b the point of fainting ah.. I do work lyk every1 else.. Of course not as active la.. U hav to noe when to preserve ur energy.. Prioritize ur actions ah.. And to smokers, plz la do not give in to tt pack of cigs.. This is the month whr GOD gives u tym to try to stop.. Make full use of it.. Im not as alim myself.. I noe tt.. Tapik klau dah hari2 tk sembahyang, Maser solat jumaat pon mrayap ntah ke maner, tkkn puase pon tknk.. Nk jadi aper?? Fikir2 kn lah ye.. Bkn susah nk puaser.. Bkn lamer puaser ni..
N 1 more thing, Hav a heart ah bros.. Klau da tk puaser tu, make an effort to hide urself when ure eating or stuffs lah.. Jgn mkn depan org puaser.. Bertambah la dosa nye.. N biler dah nk tym buka, klau yer pon, tunggu lah skali time buka tu... Mkn samer2 ngan org yg puaser.. Ni tk.. Mentang2 tk puaser, tkyah tunggu.. Bedal ajer... Considerate ah siket... Lagik brape minit ajer seh.. I dunnoe wad u all are thinking ah seriously.. I think youth nowadays simply dun fuck care.. Selagi org tk marah, selagi org tk tegoh, selagi tu lah dier maseh nk uat... Degil btl ah.. Aku rase dulu aku kener maki byk2 kot sampai skrang aku takot nk uat tu semuer...
I know my post today is abit 'pedas' ah.. tapik fikirknlah.. Ah another thing.. Biler org dah mintak tlg, semuer jln dulu.. Da tk puaser, MALAS!!! Org puaser jgk kener angkat bender2 yg berat tu.. Ish.. Im not complainin ah tapik Geram btl.. Tk berhati perot.. Eh serious ah.. Klau aku ader kuaser eh, siang2 aku dah ajar org nie semuer ah..
Da byk meleteh eh aku.. Dah nk jadi mcm ridzuan plak.. Haha.. Sorry eh wan klau kau bacer nie.. Lawa btl baju pink kau tu.. Hehe... K ah.. Baru habez concert nie.. Nk g rest ah... Selamertz

bluewolv_blitz*Howled*Wednesday, September 09, 2009 ----------
Life has been ok ok so far.. Cant talk much about work.. Army stuffs.. But most of my life is at work.. So cant talk much this time.. Nobody knows this blog so its ok.. Just typing to record my life and reflect back in the future..
Opened a Facebook account.. Just to try out ah coz there was this one day i was freaking bored and had nothing to do.. So decided to sign up and see wad the rest are doin.. Apparently im one of the last to sign up.. Hehex... For those tt request to b my friend n i didnt accept, its bcoz i dun wanna c ur pictures.. Hope u understand.. When i get over it then i will accept.. We made this clear i think tt day..
Birthday coming.. Still not gonna get a car for a present.. I hope ppl remember.. Haaha.. I remember ppl's birthday.. Its just tt i dun wish them only... Perhaps others will do the same to me..
One thing i reflect back on myself.. I tend to 4get my friends whom i met before i joined another organisation.. For example.. I will tend to 4get primary school mates when i go to secondary.. I tink its bcoz maybe secondary school friends are better den primary.. I dunnoe.. But i really choose my friends ah... I dun get too close with those havoc type.. I prefer those who are more lyk me... Do nothing bad, but still hav fun... I think i hold on to my principles in life too firmly.. Im sorry to all the frenz tt i dun contact with anymore.. And one more thing.. I will tend to think tt if they need me, they will find me.. Is it true?? Or i shd just contact them for the fun of it... But tt is not me ah.. I shd really ask arnd n get their opinions.. For those who read, plz get back to me on this.. I dun want to be hated bcoz of this..
Love life? Nth much.. Who would want me now.. No money, no looks, no assets.. I wonder if i will get married also in the future.. And i always give a bad first impression.. So no girls will want to get to noe me better after they c me for the first time.. But i dun think im lyk tt ah.. I tink im pretty kind and easy to get along with.. If i dun talk much it means tt im not used to having ur company.. Im pretty shy as my name suggests.. So plz get to know me before you judge me.. Y the hell m i typing this when nobody is readin?? Haha... Gone case already... Otak mati.. KK... Hav to learn songs... Slimutz...

bluewolv_blitz*Howled*Wednesday, September 02, 2009 ----------
The last time i blogged, i was in a relationship.. But.. Im sure i dun hav to spell it out now aite.. Shit happens in a relationship. But its my fault this time.. Dunnoe whether we can still get bac 2geder.. I want to.. But i dunnoe if she does.. Even then, a part of me tells me not to get into a relationship this time.. Mainly bcoz i cant afford the expenditures in a relationship.. And its also hard for me to trust her now.. She's always keepin something from me.. And both of us dun lyk to talk about me..
I will tend to give hints, test her.. And tt is the cause of our break-up btw.. Its always easy for her to find some1 new.. She's pretty, sexy( nowadays ) and very frenly.. But i lyk the old her.. Nvr smoke, nvr club... Dunnoe whr she is now.. 4 yrs is not short.. And so it is not easy to 4get.. Really not easy.. We shd really sit down n talk.. but what the heck.. Rite now, all she tinks is about having fun... Trying everythin out.. I dun even noe wad she is thinking of now..
Tt day she said she wanted to giv me another chance.. Then she told me to 4get it.. Haiz.. Spell it out for me.. I need clear explanations..
She got another guy now i think.. Chasing after him.. Telling me tt she admire his passion for life or wad( 4got the exact words).. We'll just c wad happens now..

Life is pretty fun with Nazim, Ridzuan, Shah, Mahadi and Yudkie.. Always gg out.. Laughin lyk nobody's business.. Karaoke is geting boring.. So hav to find some other things to do guys.. Went to west coast the day b4 to chill out after a movie.. Final Destination 3D.. Gore scenes.. But they can make it worse if they want to.. They better do.. Haha.. Ppl was lyk eww and damn but nazim was lyk wow and laughin thru the show.. He's really a sick b*****d..
Ok west coast.. Bought drinks and rich gal bought ben n jerry'.. Lpk kat west coast ah.. Panjat spide web lah.. lpk kat bench lah.. Yudkie menggigil seh lps tron dari spider web tu.. Her phobia for height is tt bad lah.. Ish.. Dunnoe how many cigs she swallowed after tt.. Now we noe so no more heights for u lil gal.. haha.. Got home arnd 5 n slept lyk a pig until buka.. Ish.. Tk solat tk aper.. Aper nk jadi ngan bdk nie... haha...
K la... Tink im gonna b active in bloggin again.. But dun expect a change n blog skins.. Only hannah will do tt for me.. Haha.. K ciaoz

bluewolv_blitz*Howled*Sunday, August 30, 2009 ----------
Here i am waiting for dear hannah to finish her work. Haven't been online coz my lappy when to hospital for check-up.. Haha..

I was sick dat one tym. I felt really touched when u took care of me.. You went up and down the stairs just to take care of me.. Thank you dear.. I appreciate it very much.. Im sorry about all the shit i gave You... I guess this is it... C ya

bluewolv_blitz*Howled*Tuesday, January 08, 2008 ----------
Hey every1.. I noe no1's reading this but nvm.. Except for dear.. She's the onli one tt noes this address.. Hehe...

My one n onli dear is bac in ma lyfe.. Yah its Hannah Jumari... Even though we had a rough tym n she even had sum1 new.. Even i did lah budden 4get about it.. Hehex.. So we're now bac together... More in love than b4.. Going to renew our rings soon.. Hehe.. Must share the costs eh... Hope its permanent now..

Im scared... Im bz with my FYP but she's having her holidays.. So Sorry tt i cant spend much tym with u.. I do want to... But sumtyms, plz understand me yah.. I tink tts all for now.. I love you dearest hannah.. Love me too aite...?

bluewolv_blitz*Howled*Tuesday, December 04, 2007 ----------