BlueWolv

2009-09-09T20:50:00.000+08:00

Hey yo... Here i am...bloggin again... but nobody noes..
Let's talk about fasting..
If an unfit and fat guy, who certainly needs more food to fill his big stomach, is able to fast even though doin a hard job under the sun, WHY CANT A FIT GUY...?
These things have been bothering me quite a bit ah.. Why isit they cannot fast? Are they That weak..? Or are they doin a harsher job than me? Or r they sick? If so, Are u sick everyday? If so, U shd b in hospital den.. Iman tk kuat ke? Tk mungkin tuhan tk tlg.. Setan da kener ikat.. So Wad Is The PROBLEM?? Maybe not every1 is lyk me lah.. Who will wait until the very last end before i decide not to fast.. That will b the point of fainting ah.. I do work lyk every1 else.. Of course not as active la.. U hav to noe when to preserve ur energy.. Prioritize ur actions ah.. And to smokers, plz la do not give in to tt pack of cigs.. This is the month whr GOD gives u tym to try to stop.. Make full use of it.. Im not as alim myself.. I noe tt.. Tapik klau dah hari2 tk sembahyang, Maser solat jumaat pon mrayap ntah ke maner, tkkn puase pon tknk.. Nk jadi aper?? Fikir2 kn lah ye.. Bkn susah nk puaser.. Bkn lamer puaser ni..
N 1 more thing, Hav a heart ah bros.. Klau da tk puaser tu, make an effort to hide urself when ure eating or stuffs lah.. Jgn mkn depan org puaser.. Bertambah la dosa nye.. N biler dah nk tym buka, klau yer pon, tunggu lah skali time buka tu... Mkn samer2 ngan org yg puaser.. Ni tk.. Mentang2 tk puaser, tkyah tunggu.. Bedal ajer... Considerate ah siket... Lagik brape minit ajer seh.. I dunnoe wad u all are thinking ah seriously.. I think youth nowadays simply dun fuck care.. Selagi org tk marah, selagi org tk tegoh, selagi tu lah dier maseh nk uat... Degil btl ah.. Aku rase dulu aku kener maki byk2 kot sampai skrang aku takot nk uat tu semuer...
I know my post today is abit 'pedas' ah.. tapik fikirknlah.. Ah another thing.. Biler org dah mintak tlg, semuer jln dulu.. Da tk puaser, MALAS!!! Org puaser jgk kener angkat bender2 yg berat tu.. Ish.. Im not complainin ah tapik Geram btl.. Tk berhati perot.. Eh serious ah.. Klau aku ader kuaser eh, siang2 aku dah ajar org nie semuer ah..
Da byk meleteh eh aku.. Dah nk jadi mcm ridzuan plak.. Haha.. Sorry eh wan klau kau bacer nie.. Lawa btl baju pink kau tu.. Hehe... K ah.. Baru habez concert nie.. Nk g rest ah... Selamertz

2009-09-02T21:25:00.001+08:00

Life has been ok ok so far.. Cant talk much about work.. Army stuffs.. But most of my life is at work.. So cant talk much this time.. Nobody knows this blog so its ok.. Just typing to record my life and reflect back in the future..
Opened a Facebook account.. Just to try out ah coz there was this one day i was freaking bored and had nothing to do.. So decided to sign up and see wad the rest are doin.. Apparently im one of the last to sign up.. Hehex... For those tt request to b my friend n i didnt accept, its bcoz i dun wanna c ur pictures.. Hope u understand.. When i get over it then i will accept.. We made this clear i think tt day..
Birthday coming.. Still not gonna get a car for a present.. I hope ppl remember.. Haaha.. I remember ppl's birthday.. Its just tt i dun wish them only... Perhaps others will do the same to me..
One thing i reflect back on myself.. I tend to 4get my friends whom i met before i joined another organisation.. For example.. I will tend to 4get primary school mates when i go to secondary.. I tink its bcoz maybe secondary school friends are better den primary.. I dunnoe.. But i really choose my friends ah... I dun get too close with those havoc type.. I prefer those who are more lyk me... Do nothing bad, but still hav fun... I think i hold on to my principles in life too firmly.. Im sorry to all the frenz tt i dun contact with anymore.. And one more thing.. I will tend to think tt if they need me, they will find me.. Is it true?? Or i shd just contact them for the fun of it... But tt is not me ah.. I shd really ask arnd n get their opinions.. For those who read, plz get back to me on this.. I dun want to be hated bcoz of this..
Love life? Nth much.. Who would want me now.. No money, no looks, no assets.. I wonder if i will get married also in the future.. And i always give a bad first impression.. So no girls will want to get to noe me better after they c me for the first time.. But i dun think im lyk tt ah.. I tink im pretty kind and easy to get along with.. If i dun talk much it means tt im not used to having ur company.. Im pretty shy as my name suggests.. So plz get to know me before you judge me.. Y the hell m i typing this when nobody is readin?? Haha... Gone case already... Otak mati.. KK... Hav to learn songs... Slimutz...

Back Again

2009-08-30T13:22:00.001+08:00

The last time i blogged, i was in a relationship.. But.. Im sure i dun hav to spell it out now aite.. Shit happens in a relationship. But its my fault this time.. Dunnoe whether we can still get bac 2geder.. I want to.. But i dunnoe if she does.. Even then, a part of me tells me not to get into a relationship this time.. Mainly bcoz i cant afford the expenditures in a relationship.. And its also hard for me to trust her now.. She's always keepin something from me.. And both of us dun lyk to talk about me..
I will tend to give hints, test her.. And tt is the cause of our break-up btw.. Its always easy for her to find some1 new.. She's pretty, sexy( nowadays ) and very frenly.. But i lyk the old her.. Nvr smoke, nvr club... Dunnoe whr she is now.. 4 yrs is not short.. And so it is not easy to 4get.. Really not easy.. We shd really sit down n talk.. but what the heck.. Rite now, all she tinks is about having fun... Trying everythin out.. I dun even noe wad she is thinking of now..
Tt day she said she wanted to giv me another chance.. Then she told me to 4get it.. Haiz.. Spell it out for me.. I need clear explanations..
She got another guy now i think.. Chasing after him.. Telling me tt she admire his passion for life or wad( 4got the exact words).. We'll just c wad happens now..

Life is pretty fun with Nazim, Ridzuan, Shah, Mahadi and Yudkie.. Always gg out.. Laughin lyk nobody's business.. Karaoke is geting boring.. So hav to find some other things to do guys.. Went to west coast the day b4 to chill out after a movie.. Final Destination 3D.. Gore scenes.. But they can make it worse if they want to.. They better do.. Haha.. Ppl was lyk eww and damn but nazim was lyk wow and laughin thru the show.. He's really a sick b*****d..
Ok west coast.. Bought drinks and rich gal bought ben n jerry'.. Lpk kat west coast ah.. Panjat spide web lah.. lpk kat bench lah.. Yudkie menggigil seh lps tron dari spider web tu.. Her phobia for height is tt bad lah.. Ish.. Dunnoe how many cigs she swallowed after tt.. Now we noe so no more heights for u lil gal.. haha.. Got home arnd 5 n slept lyk a pig until buka.. Ish.. Tk solat tk aper.. Aper nk jadi ngan bdk nie... haha...
K la... Tink im gonna b active in bloggin again.. But dun expect a change n blog skins.. Only hannah will do tt for me.. Haha.. K ciaoz

2008-01-08T18:55:00.000+08:00

Here i am waiting for dear hannah to finish her work. Haven't been online coz my lappy when to hospital for check-up.. Haha..

I was sick dat one tym. I felt really touched when u took care of me.. You went up and down the stairs just to take care of me.. Thank you dear.. I appreciate it very much.. Im sorry about all the shit i gave You... I guess this is it... C ya

bac

2007-12-04T23:25:00.000+08:00

Hey every1.. I noe no1's reading this but nvm.. Except for dear.. She's the onli one tt noes this address.. Hehe...

My one n onli dear is bac in ma lyfe.. Yah its Hannah Jumari... Even though we had a rough tym n she even had sum1 new.. Even i did lah budden 4get about it.. Hehex.. So we're now bac together... More in love than b4.. Going to renew our rings soon.. Hehe.. Must share the costs eh... Hope its permanent now..

Im scared... Im bz with my FYP but she's having her holidays.. So Sorry tt i cant spend much tym with u.. I do want to... But sumtyms, plz understand me yah.. I tink tts all for now.. I love you dearest hannah.. Love me too aite...?

2007-04-18T00:47:00.000+08:00

ITP is over now... Phew.. No more waking up early, chase for transport n smell the locker room full of banglas.. hehex.. But also no more fun, no more talking nonsense with them, speaking damn broken english... Hahax..

My onli break was on Sunday.. went over to my kuz hse to chill out.. Watch tb, went causeway pt to shopping.. Helped my younger kuz aqila to colour her art piece.. Hahax.. Quite manje ah dat girl.. wahaha.. Slept over... Even though monday start skool already.. DUn care.. Bsk nye plak straight go to skool onli to find out tt all classes are cancelled... Sot dot ajer seh... ish..

We went town coz sum peeps wanna buy shirt.. N we wet crazy outside the shop.. Cant describe how ah.. we were just so crazy ah.. Buat tt shopping centre (Far East) mcm bapak kiter punya.. Hahax.. Afta tt went jamming n i suddenly went crazy.. I didnt y i just put down the drumsticks n walked off.. was really crazy ah dat day.. Kener rasuk gaknye..

Smpai umah je the Jrng boys ajak me go lepak.. So trn ah.. Talked crap as usual.. Dared fadhil to kol his GAL.. Hahax.. Went to Giant mcm bdk2 tk pernah pergi saner.. Hahax... Beh pulang lor..

Practical just now was ok ah... My grp is me, zaidi, wanlin n jocelyn.. The girls were absent so its up to me n zaidi.. Naseb baek ader technician utk tlg kiter.. Hahax... Quite easy ah the experiments.. About water contamination in fuel oil n also find out the viscosity of marine diesel oil... Wahaha... Azfar plak mengamok dgn si sadiq.. Frm wad sadiq xplained to us, the disagreed about sumthing... But i noe.. Sadiq always think he is rite even when he is wrong.. Dats wad made me dislike him... Guess azfar kudnt take it animore.. Fuh... U got 4 more experiments with him boy.. Or maybe more... We got FYP with him..SHIT...!! We must take control.. Hehex...

Now im just waiting fer myself to keep yawnin n eventually fall aslp.. Hehex...

Why was she so pretty seh just now.. Hmm...

2007-04-11T19:38:00.000+08:00

Werk is boring now.. Last wk.. So i hav no mood to werk.. Too much of looking ferward to skool.. So i can wake up late.. Hahax.. Penat benar sih..

MRF is dead for now.. Dunnoe when its gonna revive.. haiyo.. Went jamming with my kuzzies again... Played bass.. If everything goes the way we planned it.. We wud b a resident band in my uncles community club.. gerek ah.. N maybe we will b playing at weddings... I still wanna play drum.. Sobx2... Tanx to my bro who took tt position... I will fight fer it back... But bass is still ok... Coz im still drummer for MRF.. Hahax... Sembarang lor...

Went eating at Newton last saturday.. Gerek habez ah.. Lots of laughter.. hehe.. The ones who were there wud noe.. We were the loudest there seh.. powerful man... Den walked all the way to town.. Takashimaya to b more specific.. Lepas tu pulang sih...

Havnt been doin logbk for a long tym already seh.. Sure die... think i will do tml.. Kinda lazy todae.. Hehe..

Marliyana, i cant update often... Coz i need mood b4 i update.. Hehex..

Taking care every1..

2007-04-03T18:41:00.000+08:00

These few wks hav been fun at werk.. Got to make alot of frenz... But dunnoe wad will happen after i leave..

Been wks since i last went jamming.. Cmon guys, make some planx.. All BZ.... Cant even make tym... Dunnoe lahx.. Been practisin double pedal.. Hope i can do it with the real stuff..

N cuzzies... Plz learn to play songs leh... Khai, Nazrin, Durrani.. Biler kiter nk maen lagu btl2 ni... Tgn dah gatal nk maen guitar ni... Hehex..

To sharifah.. Sorry for shouting at u the other day.. U noe tt both of us hav short temper so i hope u undastand lah... Tell me wad i must do to make it up to u ye.....

N guess wad... This statement will end my entry todae...

I ALMOST DIED JUST NOW!!!

2007-01-30T19:09:00.000+08:00

Everything is goin wrong.. EVERYTHING...

Jamming just now was the suckiest EVA...

Really need sum1 to turn to...

"Straitjacket Feeling"

Back me down from backing up
Hold your breath now it's stacking up
Etched with marks, but I can deal
And you're the problem and you can't feel
Try this on, straitjacket feelingso maybe I won't be alone
Take back now, my life you're stealing

Yesterday was hell
But today I'm fine without you
Run away this time without you
And all I ever thought you'd be
That face is tearing holes in me again

Trust you is just one defense
off a list of others, you don't make sense
Beg me time and time againto take you back now, but you can't win
Take back now, my life you're stealing

Yesterday was hell
But today I'm fine without you
Run away this time without you
And all I ever thought you'd be
That face is tearing holes in me
but today I'm fine without you
Run away this time without you
And all the things you put me through
I'm holding on by letting go of you

And when that memory slips away
There'll be a better view from here
And only lonesome you remains
and just the thought of you I fear
it falls away

Yesterday was hell
But today I'm fine without you
Run away this time without you
And all I ever thought you'd be
That face is tearing holes in me
but today I'm fine without you
Run away this time without you
And all the things you put me through
I'm holding on by letting go of you

-by The All-American Rejects

"I Won't See You Tonight"

Cry alone, I've gone away
No more nights, no more pain
I've gone alone, took all my strength
I've made the change,
I won't see you tonight

Sorrow, sank deep inside my blood
All the ones around me
I cared for and loved

Building up inside of me
A place so dark, so cold, I had to set me free
Don't mourn for me, You're not the one to place the blame
As bottles call my name
I won't see you tonight

Sorrow sank deep inside my blood
All the ones around me
I cared for and most of all I loved
But I can't see myself that way
Please don't forget me or cry while I'm away

Cry alone, I've gone away
No more nights, no more pain
I've gone alone, took all my strength
But I've made the change,I won't see you tonight

So far away, I'm gone.
Please don't follow me tonight
And while I'm gone everything will be alright

No more breath inside
Essence left my heart tonight
No more breath inside
Essence left my heart tonight

-by Avenged Sevenfold

2006-10-23T23:00:00.000+08:00

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri

Pada Semua Muslimin Dan Muslimat

Saya disini ingin meminta maaf kepada smua atas dosa2 yg saya telah lakukan terhadap sekalian smua.. Saya tahu saya sungguh kurang ajar tapi itu smue hanya gurauan semata2.. Harap jgn ambil hati.. Pada yg benci saya atau yg kurang suka saya itu, saya minta ampun byk2.. Klau tk berat hati, saya minta supaya kami berdepan dan beritahu kelemahan saya supaya dpt saya berubah sikap insan yg lemah ini.. Sekali lagi.. Selamat hari raya.. Maaf zahir dan batin..

To all Hyss members, ingat yer..Jln raye is on the 11th Nov. Its on a saturday.. time n plc will b confirmed ltr..

To those concerned, jln raye fer DMR 23/24 will b on the 7th nov, tues..

Things hav been goin haywire fer me.. Sucky days.. Haix..

2006-10-17T23:36:00.000+08:00

Nothing much happen.. Just tt i hate him/her more n more after each day ah..

Hey anti-flag.. Ure so childish man talkin bad about sumthin not face to face.. Haix..

Here are a few songs.. Two i shd say.. Ask me fer the song if u tink its interesting k..

"Empty Apartment"

Call me out
You stayed inside
One you love
Is where you hide
Shot me down as I flew by
Crash and burn
I think sometimes you forget where the heart is

Answer no to these questions
Let her go, learn a lesson
It's not me, you're not listening now
Can't you see something's missing?
You forget where the heart is

Take you away from that empty apartment
You stay and forget where the heart is
Someday if ever you love me you'd say it's okay

Waking up from this nightmare
How's your life, what's it like there?
Is it all what you want it to be?
Does it hurt when you think about me?
And how broken my heart is

It's okay to be angry and never let go
It only gets harder the more that you know
When you get lonely if no one's around
You know that I'll catch you when you're falling down
We came together but you left alone
And I know how it feels to walk out on your own
Maybe someday I will see you again
And you'll look me in my eyes and call me your friend

-by YellowCard

"2000 Miles"

Did i miss your call again?
no, you never called it was a thought inside my head.
did i take the fall again?
i shoulda payed attention to all the words you said.

cause i lost today.
i'm not okay.
heartbreak, a fake smile, and 2000 miles.

i check my caller id.
now there's every number but the one i want to see.
i've been falling apart.
since you been gone i don't know where i need to start.

cause i lost today.
i'm not okay.
heartbreak, a fake smile, and 2000 miles.
away she is.
i can't live like this. heartbreak, a fake smile, and 2000 miles

if i told you that i love you,
would it matter at all?
if i told you that i need you,
would you catch me if i fall?

-by Mest

2006-10-12T19:15:00.000+08:00

From the last tym i updated..Skool start oleadi.. timetable sux lyk usual.. Friday aftann gt klas.. Den monday n tues got 3 hrs break.. WTF rite.. Last sunday went out to celebrate hannahs bdae.. Details can b found at www.hannahroxanne.blogspot.com.. Spend quite a lot ah.. Nehmind ah..Save up oleadi..

At nite biasa go lepak with braders.. Tanx to dhil who introduced us a fun game.. Hahax.. Gerek sak.. Wonder if we can lepak lyk dat again when ramadhan dah habez.. KLau bkn ngan korg, ngan saper lagik aku nk lepak kn..? Hehe..

Ytd went to geylang to buy sum things.. Not me ah.. My fren.. Actually plan to buka puasa with faizah at J.E MC budden she felt sick.. So tk jadi ah.. End up buka puasa bawah blk with the others... Gerek man.. Ader kucing skali join.. Hahax.. Den ader Prank call.. Hahax.. Kekek ah.. Alek pon my giler dah dtg.. Laugh all the way bac seh.. Not alone huh.. Nnt org fikir giler plak.. Den dats it ah..

Now havin lesson.. So bored sia.. Just buka puasa with chicken pie from polar n McChicken.. Hahax.. Bajet seh.. Ive been spending so much lah.. PLay games lah pool la eat outside lah.. Wahlao.. Halv a week seh buka luar.. Kiwek.. Mcm org kayer.. Tapik ader terpakse ah.. Den biler kawan ajak buka luar tkkn nk tolak kn.. Hehe.. Kawan tolak my offer bleh ah but i try not to tolak theirs..

Saturday goin to help Firdaus at Masjid Assyakirin.. Hope it will b fun.. Dhil dah buih.. Rabak punye.. Aku ingat ah.. Hahax.. U didnt sound so convincing when u say u were goin out this saturday.. Not saying tt ure lyin ah.. Ah tkpelah yer.. U must hav ur reasons.. Ni bkn pakser pon kn.. Tried ajak fahmi.. Dunnoe he can anot.. Say he got appointment with sum1 or wad ah.. Sumore he got o lvl this yr ah.. Me undastand yah boi.. Gdluck with ur Os..

Kk.. Dah ader lesson alek.. Gtg.. Taking care.. N btw, to those concerned.. I mean Hyss batch ah.. My batch.. We may be goin out on the 3rd wk of syawal.. So make urselv free.. I'll msg u guys when the tym n date is confirmed.. C ya.. Hope u all can make it..

N tanx hannah fer the prezzies..

2006-09-27T23:25:00.000+08:00

Skool started already.. So boring man.. Lessons havnt start.. Klas cancelled.. Dudok pat McDonalds pon tkleh mkn.. Rabak seh.. End up sleepin n talkin crap in the library basement.. Hahax.. Tt was monday..

On tues, no klas.. Cabot the mornin klas coz all were too lazy to wake up.. Bal, yan n azfa came to my hse to chill, play gitar, talk nonsense n play dota.. tk snonoh seh dorg.. Yan cant slp bcoz of me.. Wahaha.. Beh dorg balek, i met up with seri, faizah n mastura to take my bdae prezzie..

TANX A LOT SERI.. BAEK BENAR KAU.. I WONT 4GET UR PREZZIE NXT YR..

Just now no skool again.. Coz both lessons r practical.. Bal came my hse to play dota again.. Dah kemarok dota ah detu.. Ish3.. After tt met up with kerl n fadhil to buy sumthin at town.. Bal turon kat Dover coz nk jumpe kekasih dier.. Ceybah.. We alighted at Bugis.. Of coz ah crappin arnd in the MRT.. Mostly disturbin Dhil.. Sorry yer dhil.. Ni smue hikerl ah.. Hahax..

Turon je headed to bugis junction to look arnd.. Bought sumthin fer tt sum1 ah.. Btw, ure welcome.. Hahax.. Pastu tkder kerja jln pi dhoby gaut.. Maen arcade ngan maen pool.. Utk buang maser dan tunggu maser utk buka puasa.. Kol 6 gitu headed fer Mckenzie Rex.. Ate chicken rice, sambal kangkong, sotong yocharkuey or wadeva it is.. Kenyang sak..

Pastu ingatkn nk lepak ngan yg laen ah pat jurong.. Beh tk jadi.. Buih.. Dah tkder kerja nk uat, walked all the way to bugis bac.. Hisap sisha.. Wahaha.. Rose flavour plak.. Gerek ah.. Hahax..Den bobal2 psl gals n stuff.. Advice dhil on sum things.. Had fun ah tts fer sure.. GSF mode ah kiter.. Well, dunnoe bout fadhil ah.. Maseh nk kejar seseorang itu.. Hahax.. Beh balek.. N now blogging.. K ah.. Bsk skola pagi.. Tata titi tutu..

Selamat Berpuasa..

2006-09-26T19:50:00.000+08:00

Y do i love when others dun??

Y do i care when others dun??

Im such a fool.. Ppl dun take me seriously.. Im just a joker pe.. Who wud want a joker?? Frenz, u guys are all i hav now.. Besides my family.. Plz dun leave me alone.. Plz..

Well here is a song which is about my wad happened to me..

Its over..(Mest)

You've been waiting for
You never knew for sure
Cause time was goin' by
And never asked you why
When I would talk to you
The words they went right through
Your head

But I couldn't tell
You were under his spell
He had full control
No one would ever know
How much you didn't care
Just like Sonny not Cher
The beat didn't go on

[Chorus:]
She looked at you and she said to your face
It's over, it's over
She's got a new man and it's time for youT
o move over, move over
You're drunk and now you wish that you
Were sober, were sober
Cause now you can't get it out of your head
That it's over, that it's over, that it's over

[Verse:]She said she doesn't know
It's like the Springer show
She said that she loves you
But that she loves him too
So you keep holdin' on
Your love for her is strong
Until she says so long
And you did nothin' wrong

But this keeps happening
Time and time again
You're thinkin' to yourself
She was your only friend
But you're so fucking wrong
That chick's so fucking lame
You realize they're all the same

[Bridge:]
Tell them lies and they will believe you
When you're honest they will deceive you
If you love them they will just leave you
But if you play them they will stay with you

2006-09-15T19:33:00.000+08:00

I dont know wads wrong with me.. More lyk wads wrong with gals.. They tend to lyk guys which are more Mat-lyk Material.. Lyk wtf sia.. Nnt kener tipu je.. Is dat wad u all wan.. Gd guys dun get anythin animore.. Jgn hidop sudah kn bdk2 gitu..

Nk ckp tk sayang, sayang..

Nk ckp tk cinta, cinta..

Malang nye aku tk berada...

Malang nye aku tk berupa..

Malang nye aku tk bermaya..

Cacat kah diri ku...?

Cacat kah akhlak ku...?

Cacat kah bahasa ku...?

Ku tahu ku membosankn..

Ku tahu ku tidak berhak tuk memiliki apa apa pun..

Siapa lah diri ku ini..

Insan biasa saja..

Siapa kah yg ingin kan ku ini..

Hanya Ibu bapa saja...

Kenapa ini semua berlaku terhadap diriku saja..?

Kenapa orang bertindak begitu terhadap ku..?

Soalan-soalan yang tk akan dapat sesiapa menjawab..

Tiada sesiapa yg bisa menolong..

Hidup ku Paling Sedih...

2006-09-02T19:02:00.000+08:00

Well, long tym no update huh.. Nothing much happened these days..

Monday

Went to remys hse to play dota .. Lost ah.. Not tt gd mah.. Wahaha.. N fadhil is so scared to lose sia.. Asek nk ngan faiz je.. Coz he noe tt he will lose if he go against faiz.. Rabak man dier.. Ayio.. Sportmanship ah sket.. Remy is a game freak now man.. Smue bender pon dier maen.. Maple lah, dota, nnt ader baru nye lagik.. Mcm2 eh dier.. Hikerl lepak ngan lyd.. Well, i did too ah.. We watched The Benchwarmers at lyds laptop.. gerek ah.. Klakar jgk.. Wahaha.. Lpk smpai mlm den went hm.. Dah..

Tuesday

Went to remys hse again tapik skejap je.. Pkol 2 gitu met azfar, bal n yan at cineleisure.. Azfar nk bli kasot.. Sket peh mahal.. Yerla, bdae present katerkn.. 120 bucks sak.. Adidas black colour.. He wont buy any other colour.. Hahax.. Giler hitam man dier.. Although hes white.. Dah ckop maser trs balek..

Wednesday

Woke up early lyk shit man.. Cam mls gitu.. ended up a lil bit late.. So hav to take bus.. Den saw hannah with a guy.. Goin to skool i guess.. Tegoh skejap den hav to run.. Bals in the train dats leavin in lyk a few seconds.. So rushed up the stairs.. Laju sak.. Power man.. My legs hav bkum stronger.. Reached skool at 6.50.. The rest were late lyk usual ah.. Mcm tk tahu jek kn.. So we were allocated a night safari bus.. N i was lyk screaming Yay we are goin to night safari in the morning.. Haha.. N bal n yan was laughin ah.. Hehe.. I was crazy dat day man.. Smpai kat tempat tu which is at kallang.. Foster buildin or sumthin.. MEndak gilerz...!! Take attendance je dah 40 mins gone.. Beh ader bangla2 lagik.. Haha.. Kekek man.. Saying the room was dark lah aper lah.. Haha.. N the smell, wahlao..!! Haha.. NC.. Hav to spend lyk 8 hrs listenin to this pak aji.. We were saying its sum kind of khutbar.. Wahaha.. KEkek.. We made the klas fun fer us ah.. In my klas was azfar, yan, me n sadiq.. Whu didnt bathe on dat day psl dah lmbt.. i was lyk wtf!! Hahax... Ader test tapik mcm bkn test sak.. Step je bobal compare ans smue.. Hahahax.. Den got the cert which is a small kad.. LErrr.... Safety permit or sumthin ah.. Mrepek.. But impt.. After dat went to town to chill.. Mkn n all dat.. But b4 dat, we ran in the rain.. Baek gilerz sak.. Mcm yamakasi sak kiter.. Tapik 9 org ah.. KEcoh gilerz.. Shd hav been there to witness it.. Hahax.. Ckop tym alek ah.. Shivering all the way hm.. Den lpk kat pioneer mall with HYSS guys.. Kekek ah lpk ngan dorg.. Ader ajer hal.. Hahax... Balek je trs tido.. Ingat bleh on the fon tapik fiqah dah tido.. Apa lah.. Grr...

Thursday

Went bac to skool.. I mean hyss.. We heard dat the concert starts at ten ah.. So we went there at 9 plus.. Smpai je, every1 was lyk goin bac oleadi.. We were lyk WTF!! Go in ajer ah.. Tgk2 skola.. CEkgu2.. Chatted a bit.. Den went to eat at banquet.. Pastu alek umah dhil kejap psl dier nk tukar baju. Leceh ah detu.. Den went to my hse to chill, play dota, play guitar, gossip.. Haha.. Den hikerl dtg, kiter p maen bola pat bwh. KEkek seh maen.. Hahax.. Trainin utk monday.. Mcm paham ajer.. Wahha.. Den chill kat tempat dudok bwh blk.. Talk about gals.. Learn sum stuff about them ah.. No nid to type here.. Hahax.. Gals are confusing man.. N they dun c wad sacrfices we made fer them.. Haix.. Beh balek lpk den tido..

Friday

Went to solat den met my kuz at orchard.. Dier nk bli kasot utk attachment dier at woodlands polyclinic.. Yah.. Beh p popular bli chicken soup fer nurses.. Hahax.. Klaka ah bdk tu.. Played pool.. He lost.. Dun wanna brag ah.. Hehe.. Den jln2 tgk wad kasot i wanna buy.. Tapik tk bli.. Den went bac.. Got on the train at somerset, hav to stand at tanjong pagar coz of sum pregnant lady.. Diri je smpai jrng east.. Den dier trn, so i sat bac.. Beh, at the same station, sum old lady came in.. Hav to giv up the seat again.. Hahax.. Wad a day.. Then walk bac hm n now talking to fiqah but she is keeping quiet.. Jgn tido sua ah eh.. Tkder org lagik nk layan insan ni selain dier.. Haix.. KEcian btl cipool.

K la.. Bsk pagi kener bgn.. Ader tuition.. C ya all.. Take care..

2006-08-17T17:54:00.000+08:00

Everyone hav moved on.. Me too.. Forget bout the past.. Wads over is over rite.. No patching up or wad nonsense.. She already hav a special sum1 oleadi.. Kinda fast huh.. Guess our breakup was nothing to her... Well, it will b for me too... Not gonna hav a gerl until i feel lyk it ah.. Now is the tym to enjoy wif frenz.. Wahaha... They r better den gals.. Although i cant tell them all the probs i hav.. They r willing to hear sum n cheer me up.. Tanx guyz..

Instrumentation paper is over.. Kinda OK ah.. Manageable.. Left with Thermo n EM1.. Wahlao.. Stress bangert sak.. Tml gonna study them.. Shit man.. Sure fail one.. But i dun wan to.. ayio.. So sad man..

Went to IMM to take the chairs we bought.. Yah two of them.. Went wif bal.. Coz he had nothing to do for the day.. So i asked him to help.. Tanx yah.. Actually azfar saed he wanted to follow too.. But then, he didnt turn up today.. So i guess he hav sumthin on todae.. Up to him lah eh.. Dah la ader gerl kn.. Hahax.. Asek trn naek woodlands ajer.. Wahuahua.. Buat kerusi tu.. Siket peh senang.. Hahax... Then played dota.. won ah of coz.. hahax.. Got a new hero.. Kinda good also ah.. Hahax.. Bounty Hunter.. Whaha.. She came my hse juz now to pass my bro his prezzie.. Nothing much.. She already hav som1 new pe.. I tink so.. Biar lah eh.. She moved on.. Biar lah..
Den my mum keep askin.. Aper seh.. She wont want me bac lah.. N i dun wan a patch.. Its over mum..

2006-08-08T17:02:00.000+08:00

AutoCAD is over.. Tink im gonna fail man.. Aiyo.. Kinda last to went in n second to go out.. Hahax.. Rabaks man.. Hmm.. I forgot i got klas at 5.30 sia juz now den i went home at arnd 3.. Wtf.. Hahax.. Den hav to go bac skool.. Waste my transportation money sia.. Hahax..

Got 84.5 over 100 for my database test.. Hahax.. Our project was lyk way simpler den the others sia.. Rabakx man.. C# dah mati ah.. Friday hav to pass up project but still havnt do.. Im so dead meat sia.. Klau tu cekgu sroh drop pon baek jgk seh.. Hahax.. Tml Bal wil b coming to my hwse to take sum songz.. Dari dulu dier nk amek tapik asek luper je.. Either maen guitar atau maen dota.. Rhyming eh.. Hahax.. Wadeva lah eh.. So bored sia now.. Talkin to fiqah yg sudi bobal ngan saye.. Hehex.. U must b bored rite talking to me.. Nehmind.. All gals get bored of me sooner or later..

Tml gona b Computer Programmin.. Wish me luck..

2006-08-06T22:22:00.000+08:00

Exam n ICA r starting.. Ayio.. So sad man.. Tml ajer da AutoCAD test.. Dah lah tk bgs.. Haix.. Tuesday hav Computer programming den thurs got DIY shit.. Aiya.. WTH man..

I sux at DOTA sia.. Trying to use Slayer now..

Easier to say, i sux at everything ah.. Juz a below average kinda guy.. Not gd at anythin in particular.. Kurang ajar lagik ader..

Hey so she is happy with her other frenz.. Gd for her.. Left with me here alone.. Actually not tt alone ah.. Theres this one gal who try to cheer me up ah.. Hahax.. Happy jgk ah ngan dier.. Sweet plak tu.. Wahaha.. This blog is private pe so tulez apaper pon tk kesah.. Wahaha..

Azfar asked for her number dat day.. Kecoh man kiter... Hahax.. Tad dier ckp hes goin to phase 3.. Dat is going out with her.. Haha.. Hope he dun do anythin ah.. She look lyk a nice gal.. But nehmind lah eh.. Hahax..

Bal tros hlg during the weekends.. Haha.. Hidopkn nonok matikn members ah tu.. Hha..

Yan tk tau citer...

Zaidi confirm ngan Nurul.. Hahax.. Hope doz two stay for long eh..

Hope Jon is doin gr8. I noe ure bored to death at home.. Hahax..

Hazeeq is doin ok with his gal i tink.. Be careful..

Sadiq, tkyah ckp ah.. Mcm tk gi skola gitu.. tkyah skola lah tu...

Juz now tried to study but fell asleep.. Wahaha... Biasa lah tu eh.. Hahax.. Naseb ader org kejot.. Tanx Fiqah..!!

Now talkin to fiqah.. Sorry psl tk bobal byk.. Aru bgn lah katerkn.. Hahax.. I miss playing Drums.. I wanna go jamming.. Ish.. Gona play gr8 the nxt tym man.. Hope my brader can come.. He is the new guitarist oso.. So we hav 4.. Me, azfa, bal and my bro... Drum, bass, lead n rhythm respectively.. Yan is gonna join later as a keyboardist.. Wahaha.. Tk tau biler ah.. Biler dah kahwin agaknyer dier join.. Hahax.. Eh k ah.. Wanna make some cool drink fer myselv..

2006-07-27T20:12:00.000+08:00

I miss bein alone.. Now tt i m, So happy.. Hahax.. Not so lah.. I dunnoe lah.. Dreamt about secondary school ytd. Miss dem man.. The 4 yrs were the gr8test... Hmm.. Not talking to her.. She dun wan to tok to me either.. So wad eh.. Hehe.. Prjct sux man.. I dunnoe how to do.. Argh.. Tomorrow is murder day.. Hav to finish up the prjct.. Hav to go bugis to take nasi amal.. Hav test.. Argh.. Binget bangert.. Listenin to punk rock.. Hahax.. Sort of put my heart n mind into the mood.. Haha.. Dunnoe wad mood..

Sadiq juz sux lah.. He lectured me about how important frenz is n he is all with his not yet gf.. Fuck rite.. Saed to me, if nk ader band, kener ader commitment.. Fuck u la.. Ure the one who's late for our most impt jamming session late with a STUPID reason.. Playing with ur not yet gf sista.. Shit man.. Full of crap.. Argh... Four days straight nvr go skool.. Den wanna shut us up by buying us food.. shit lah. U tink u can buy us with money? The rest can ah but NOT ME.. Dah la slalu lmbt.,. Ergh..

2006-07-25T15:50:00.000+08:00

Dulu kua smpai lmbt dgn org laen..Skrang im not the best guy animore.. WTF!!!

2006-07-24T21:54:00.000+08:00

Im so freaking FED-UP man..

Imagine u hav a gal or a boy.. I'll use her or she in general ok.. SHe cant go out wif u until nite.. But she can go out with other boys until very late.. Fuckd up rite.. I dunnoe wad to do oleadi.. Perhaps wont layan her for now ah as my bestie saed.. Fuckin fed-up sia.. Argh.. Project oso havnt do.. Bertambah stress sak.. Ergh!!! Binget nye!! Seriously sak.. Dah la spend our anniversary not meetin each other.. She kud hav meet me at hm but she choose not to n go out with her kuzins n i dunnoe if its true anot.. I dunnoe lah.. Ltr say i dun trust her wad fuck lah.. Argh...

Listen to me.. Dun ever talk to a gal who say she just has a fren.. Quoted frm Too Phat..

Argh..

Wads with ppl nowadays man..

2006-03-20T20:58:00.000+08:00

Ouh... Long tym eh i nvr update...? I tot onli yesterday seh.. Hehe... Sorry eh dear...n nurul.. Hahax... Well, wad to say eh..

Haritu ader big fight.. Almost break ah... Left 0.1%... Hahx.. Kes serious yg tk serious sgt.. I oso dunnoe lah.. Skool holidays so bored n so short.. Hehe.. Almost everyday see my dearie darling..Hehe.. Werun out of money oleadi.. Everytym go out eat n eat n eat... U can c we r getting fatter by the day.. ok ok i mean im getting fatter ah.. Hehe.. Tkpo2.. Bgs jgk pe.. Saper nk org gemok mcm me nie kn.. So hannah need not worry ah.. Unless she dun want a fat guy lyk me ah.. Dats up to her.. Hehe.. Nanti dier marah coz i say myself fat. Confirm punye.. Hehe.. Bluek..

I bought a new gundam.. Justice Gundam.. Wahaha.. Dah lamer ah tk beli then beli ajer ah.. Now hav Justice n Freedom.. Wahaha.. Call me a small kid if u want but its my interest n nobody is stopping me.. Onli shortage of money can stop me.. Hehe..

Went jamming wif omar n dear.. OK jgk ah.. But dear, must learn hor.. Dun sae u noe how to play but actually u dun ok?? Hahax.. Gonna get a scolding bcoz of dat too.. Hehe.. Congrats Omar for ur patching bac wif ur darling.. Hehe.. Wish u all the best..

Juz got bac from jamming with SP frenz.. At sranggoon.. Sket nye dkat.. Tapi tempat bez ah.. Those jammers out there shd try one day.. Hehe.. Gerek jgk ah... Played gitar.. Haha.. Drum utk certain songs je yg Sadiq tk tau maen atau tknk maen psl dier nk maen gitar.. Haha.. Gerek ah.. Byk jgk lagu kiter maen.. Beh dear duet ngan Azfar.. So jealous seh.. Maen drum pon mcm nk pecahkn drum.. Haha.. Tts all a joke ah eh.. Tk kesah ah.. Nk nanyi tu nyanyi ah eh.. Bluek.. Not jealous.. Hehe.. Even though i saed i m.. But im not.. Bleah.. hehe...

K lor.. Dats all.. Ader bender yg lupe ah.. Hehe.. N yar i start playing neopets bac.. Haha.. N im out of money.. N lusa will b results day.. Gdluck for all SP students.. Hehe.. All the best in ur lives yah frenz.. Slamertz... Love u loadz dear.. Muackx..

P.S: Dear, ur testi laen hari eh.. Penat ah.. Hehe.. TC..

2006-03-04T21:14:00.000+08:00

Harlowz..

Juz came back from johor wif mum, dad n dear.. Hehe.. Fun day ah.. Went to eat at komtar's pizza hut first.. Bought a package ah.. New one.. All seafood.. Too bad for me coz no chicken.. Hahax.. Kenyang jgk ah..

Aft tt went to larkin to do dear nye baju ah... Tgh tunggu our turn nmpak plak budak tembam ni.. Pictures r all at hannah's blog k so go take a look n tag oso.. Hehe.. Tag at my board ah.. Hehe.. Kecoh benar seh.. Ayg blur sotong tk tau aper baju nk uat.. Haha.. First timer katerkn..

Pas larkin went to kotaraya to make my shirt plak.. Hehe.. Secret ah tkleh blg wad kinda shirt.. Ajak klua ah raya nanti aru bleh tgk.. Hehe.. Kat saner plak ader fencing competition.. Gerek sak.. Haha.. No more car shop there.. Damn..! Hehe..

Den went to city square to go 'johor bugis'.. Its lyk bugis ah but its in johor.. Haha.. Style kn.. Dear bought shoe there.. Onli lepas tawaf tu tempat 3 kali.. Waduh2.. Susah nah nk uat cadangan.. Galz.. Haha.. Went eat ice-cream n spring chicken at season's cafe.. Da cukop kenyang ah... But its not enuf.. So we walked to a nearby sort of hawker shop ah tapik kat carpark nye hawker centre.. Saner makan Ikan Siakap ngan Pari bakar ngan kangkong.. Fuh.. Penoh sak perot.. In the middle ader some idiots kat tingkat atas tk tau maner tah buang container minyak kapak.. Kiwak tu klau kener kepala boco sak kepala.. Klau jumper tu bdk2 mmg dah sut sak aku.. Binget sak ngan pengecut2 tu.. K la.. Dah tu walk to johor kastam utk balek.. Btw, kat city square i bought a necklace for dear ah.. Hehe.. Beh biler dlm bas nk gi woodlands checkpt tu i pakaikn utk dier.. Hehe.. Suker dier.. Hehe..

Kat woodlands plak q dier sket nye pendek.. Waduh2.. So q ajer ah.. Maser tu nk terkencing plak.. Stress bangert.. Haha.. Biler nk jln naek taxi plak, ayg gi buat hal.. Haha.. Kekek sak.. Dier asek nk jln tgh ajer... Keep left lah kn jadi org laeb bleh jln.. Dah suroh ketepi, dier ketepi ah.. Den aleh2 je dier jln kat center balek.. Haha.. Mabok ah itu bdk.. kekek sak me n my mum.. Haha.. Sent ayg home den went home.. Tts all ah...

Sorry ah boyz tkleh maen bola.. Ku sangka ku balek petang tapik laen plak ceritanye.. Sowi ye... Bkn niat ku nk buih.. Hehe.. K la.. Hope dear lyk the necklace i bought for her.. Hehe.. All the best every1 n for those who noe their school posting oleadi, hav fun wif ur new life.. Hehe.. Love u loadz dear.. Hope u had fun.. Muackx..

Once again, pix will b at hannah's blog.. Insya'allah..

2006-02-27T23:41:00.000+08:00

I got a present for this month's "annimonsary".. There's no such werd ah eh.. I got blue adidas watch from dear. Haha.. Tanx a lot dear.. Urs will b coming soon..

Hmm.. Exam started yah.. APM sux... Electrics was ok left wif MEK1 tml.. Hope it will b easy.. Hehe... Haritu ader taunt kat eastcoast.. Bal nye bdae party.. Nurul, Jon, Hazeeq didnt go.. So sad.. Itu BBQ ajer ah.. part yg taunt tu, me sadiq bal n azfar ajer.. Went play pool, eat, eat, played cards n juz talked ah.. Confessions were made n stuff.. Quite enriching.. Haha.. Get to know each other better ah.. Well, there was a first tym for iqbal.. Onli he knows wad im talking about ah.. Haha..

Didnt go out with dear much these days.. Hav been vewi bz wif studies n other things to do ah..Sorry dear.. She hav been asking for an update n a testi.. Waduh.. So here it is. Hehe..

FYI, im not using the 90275940 number animore.. So contact me using my new number eh.. Ask me at msn if u dun noe..

I hav no more fren at jurong to go skool animore.. Tanx to Iqbal who juz moved to hougang yesterday.. Gonna b a lone ranger from now on..

Goin to M'sia with my parents n dear this saturday.. Its gonna b an eating day.. Wahaha. Maken gemok lah si shaiful nie.. waduh.. Gonna b the holidays tml after the last paper.. Hehex.. Wad to do yah.. Slack ah eh.. Haha.. My best hobby.. Hehe.. Saper2 klau dah bored kn, ajak lah sayer klua keper.. Tapik most of the time i'll b wif dearie hannah ah.. haha.. She book me oleadi.. Hehe.. She applied for long leave lagik.. Hehe.. Think im gonna start cycling back.. Dunnoe lah.. Hehe.. Hav to exercise loh.. Fahmi ajak maen badminton tapik salah hari seh.. I got exam man.. Sorry eh.. After tml dah boleh ah.. Dun worry.. Haha.. But im still gonna beat him ah eh.. Haha.. Prasan seh.. Maner tau dier dah bagos eh.. Mati ah.. ahah.. Dah lamer tk pegang racket nie.. Maseh bleh maen ker tk ah.. Haha..

K la.. Mcm panjang gitu type ye.. Kk.. Taking care every1.. Love u dear.. Muackx..

2006-02-18T23:54:00.000+08:00

I got a very nice suprise just now.. Dear came to me hse without me knowing n gave me a very nice fox t-shirt. Hehe. Green in colour with a big fox in front. Hehe. Thankiew vewi much ayg.. Bought for me mum a cute blue bag wif a flower on it. Hehe. So sweet of her eh. Hehe. Thankx alot again.

Well, tues gonna hav a birthday-cum-picnic at eastcoast i think.. Hehe.. Gonna b fun coz dear is there.. Haha. hope she can make it. But she had to go sembawang for a school thing ah. Ayio.. Cabot sua ah. Hehe. taking care every1. Love u dear. Muackx.

2006-02-07T20:59:00.000+08:00

Hello every1.. Tanx dear for updating for me..
Hahax...

Me very tired lehz nowadayz.. vewi bz oso.. Juz finished my report n quite relieved.. Thurs hav 2 tests.. Haiyoh... Stress bangert... Harap2 leh buat ah.. Cam malas nk blaja.. K la.. Mmg malas nk blaja.. Tadi tk pergi morning klas psl bangon lmbt.. Haha.. Rabak seh.. Den si Bal dtg utk maen game.. Heehe...

Klas macam biaser jgk.. Ader applied mech practical.. Den cabot SA&P.. Onli 4 ppl noe wad happened and its really confidential.. Nobody shd noe other den the 4 of us.. Hahax... But really happy ah..

To dear,
Ive updated.. Hehe.. Nxt wk or nxt two wks den update again k.. Hahax..

Kk.. In a band, the one hu plays guitar is a guitarist. Play bass, a bassist. Sings, a vocalist... But y ah play drums called Drummer... Cam laen seh.. Smue dah ader 'ist' kat blakang other den drummer.. Haha.. Tanx to Azfar for this qn...

K la.. C u guyz n galz arnd.. love u dear.. Muackx.. Taking care every1 else...

2006-02-03T21:47:00.000+08:00

hey guys. its me again. haha. im bored so i decide to write for my boyfriend. although its privacy, he is lazy to update. so cum. let me update for him. haha

well. juz now. they went to cini to take iqbal's hp back n then eat at Es Teller 77 i think. haha. he onli drank coz mii n him gotta save money. we have been spending too much. haha. den aft that me n my boyfriend wen back to his house. ate at his house. his mom cooked. hehe. den watched some hindustan. haha. went back at 7. coz i gotta be home at 8. hehe. we went out together wth his parents. they are gg to seranggon to eat THOSAI! haha. romantik. hehe. cute eh. as for me and dear. we went to me hse n then he went to play soccer. so tt means he juz sent me back ah. haha. okok. i will stop being lame. hehe. now waiting for him to be back from soccer. hehe.

well. let me end here. cannot write2 long2. haha. well. dear. i will always love u. no matter wad, no one can eva change my heart. hehe. love u loads dear. muackx.! <33

2006-02-02T20:20:00.000+08:00

Recently went to malacca... A'Famosa to b specific... Had loadz of fun ah... But of coz missed my dearie ah.. N worried too... Werk n werk n werk seh... Waduh... Smpai saket...Kesian dier... Nxt tym dun werk so hard for so little money k... Ish...

We stayed in a so called bungalow ah...Quite big.. 5 cars went there... Went cowboy town, played games, went safari.. Haha.. Our family is so wild man... Ppl oso scared.. Haha.. No pix ah.. Camera spoiled tanx to my uncle.. Grr...!!! Its all over now.. Mayb goin Terengganu in June.. Not confirmed yet..

Hmm... wad else eh... Had a small party for nurul at skool... Of coz ah im the first to start saboeing her.. Haha.. Standard ah tu..Laen smue takot nk start dulu.. Waduh... Bal bought a cute present for his gal.. Haha...

Hmm... Went jamming n hurt my finger... Ish... Stupid drumstick...

OK lah.. Love u loadz hannah... Muackx.. Miss ya alot... Taking care every1...

2006-01-16T22:49:00.000+08:00

Long tym no blog ah..Been bz ah n no tym to blog ehz... Sot ajer...haha...

Everything hav been fun ah....

For the last few days, me n hannah asek gadoh ajer ah.. All my fault.. Im selfish.. Sorry dear.. I wont b lyk dat again.. Sorry... Love u so much.. Hope u dun go for sum1 else in ITE...

From now on, im gonna b a happy go lucky guy bac again... Not gonna let anything stress me out.. Wahaha... Lmbt seh my new yr resolution or sumthing ah..Haha..

Skool skool skool... Almost all my frenz hav their own gal oleadi..Except Sadiq n Jon... or mayb azfar..He's mysterious man.. Cant find out the truth.. Haha... Yg laen2 dah maju.. Haha... Bkn nye nk blg tau smue yg dorg nk std.. Rabak sak... Ini mcm kwn.. Rabak...

Im officially lazy to go silat animore... Haha.. No mood for exercise...Think im gonna b fat lyk GARFIELD..Wahaha.. Cute pe.. Hehe... But juz now player soccer ah.. Quite fun.. There r always jokes n bloopers arnd ah.. Confirm fun pe.. Haha... Den jln pat pasar mlm wif Naim, Jon, Iqbal... Visit HannaH at her werk plc.. Haha.. Binget sak dier.. Rabak man... Went home wif her..

Now i wanna slp.. Hahax.. Love u loadz hannah.. Taking care every1.. Nitex2...

2006-01-03T22:31:00.000+08:00

Ladies N Gentlemen...

I would lyk to make an announcement...

May i hav ur attention plz...

*Ehem ehem*

I would lyk so say lots n lots of thanks to my dearie HANNAH for doing the blog for me... As u can c its very nice... N it suits me... So, I love u so much dear... N to the others.. Sorry for not updatin coz im vewi bz n hope all of u will b patient n wait if u can.. Sorry n Thankiew to all of U...

2006-01-03T21:27:00.000+08:00

my boyfren is soo cool but he is lazy to u update his blog! haha. well. gotta go. i love him!

2006-01-01T13:12:00.000+08:00

Happy New Year...!!!

Kejap je dah 2006 ye...2 yrs since i left Hua Yi sec.. Ish.. Rindu bangertz ngan members2 kat saner.. Haha.. I dun mIss Teachers.,. Haha... New yr means new things will happen.. Dunnoe wad ah eh.. Kud b sad.. Kud b happy... Who noes.. Allah sajer yg tahu.. Hehe...

Sorry ye dah lamer tk update...Tkder tym n mood ah.. Ni pon psl tkder kerja nk uat.. Haha.. Watchin Anak MAmi KEmBaLi Wif reyn, du n yan... Actually i dunnoe where yan went to.. HAha.. Goin to fetch dear ltr i tink.. But she didnt confirm wad tym she finish.. So must ttest our luck todaE..

Tuesday start skool oleadi.. So fast siax.. I dun hav enuf holidays leh... So tired... ish..

Dunnoe how the countdown went ytd.. Ah.. tk psl ah.. Hehe..

K lah.. GtG.. C u guyz n galz arnd.. Love u loadz my dear.. Slamert berkerja... Dpt gaji jgn luper nk blanje ye.. Hahax... Muackx...

2005-12-06T20:58:00.000+08:00

Monday and tuesday.. Nothing much happened ah... Dear cme to my school on monday to take my motorola fon n the charger as well.. She wanted a flipfon togo to KL.. I granted her wish.. Ceybah.. Hahax.. Beh pastu gi workshop ah.. After dat went to do RWP project.. Quite late oso... Maen pool lagik skejap.. Me n Iqbal was exceptionally crazy.. Hahax.. Nurul noe wad im talking about.. Hehex...

Tuesday pon akan2 samer.. Klas in the morning cancelled again bcoz of the damn teacher.. Haha.. Den ader RWP presentation.. Me, Yan n zaidi 1 grp ah.. We did ok i gues.. Cumer tk uat byk ah.. Haha.. Cam tk byk points gitu.. Hehe.. Sembarang ah eh... Klas plak sampai kol 5.. Den went to play pool again.. Hehex.. Played quite gd ah.. Lost 2 times onli.. Or 1.. I dunnoe.. Hehex... Beh shopping japz kat NTUC.. Beh balek.. So lonely seh.. Tkder org nk msg.. Tkder org nk kol.. Hannah dear dah gi KL.. So sad.. Hope u njoy urselv dear.. Mis ya so much...

Orite every1... Nxt wk dah Term test.. Got the time table oleadi.. Think i can make it to the east coast outing wif HYSS... Hehe.. Cant wait for it.. C u guyz... Slamertz every1...

2005-12-03T22:36:00.000+08:00

I hav nothing to do now so decide to post sumthing.. Juz got bac from playin soccer at art park... Everything was ok ah... Coz i didnt get injured.. Watching soccer... Perak vs Slangor.. Haha.. Cant even walk seh..

The past few days was ok ok ah.. Only one day when me n hannah nearly broke up ah.. Dun wanna talk about tt for now.. Klasses was ok.. Kdg2 ader jgk ah cabot klas.. Haha.. Tkder mood sak nk blaja.. Two more wks dah exam seh... term test i mean.. Dunnoe how many papers i'll b taking..

Now about fadhil's entry.. Its really up to ppl wad they want to do with the blog ah.. Others may not want to b as simple ah u ah.. They wanna b complicated n make ppl aww at their blogs.. It may be a dairy to tell ppl about sumthing or simply to write sumthing down... But not to the extend of hurting others ah.. So i gues, diff ppl hav diff views ah.. Nobody can make others think lyk dem.. Its others who make the decision to think lyk u or otherwise.. Hehex.. Its gd ah sum1 made a dairy lyk u.. Keep it up dhil.. Power ah lu.. hahax..

Took neoprints wif hannah again.. Haha.. Giler ah kitorg.. Hehe.. She's having sum problems wif her family now.. How i wish i can help her.. Let me noe dear, i'll do anything in my power to help u k... Juz tell me how..

K la.. Tk tau aper lagik nk tulez.. Hehex.. Slamertz.. Take care every1...

2005-11-23T14:44:00.000+08:00

Happy Fifth Anniversary dear...!

May we last forever n ever...

Love u loadz...

Dun eva leave me....

Missing u so much...

2005-11-20T16:27:00.000+08:00

So damn tired lohx... Yesterday went jln raye for the whole day... Ckp nk jumpe kok 10.30 tau kat bkt gombak.. Skali kol 11 gitu baru dorg sampai... Biasalah janji melayu.. Step tk tau ajer eh... Had alot of fun ah.. Biasa jgk.. Every yr.. Hehe.. First hse was at fir's sita hse.. Followed by irwan, adam, fatin, lydia... Dah tu tym for jurong NTI.. Hahaz... naek 198 dari umah lydia saner.. Den jln ah ke umah farah.. It was arnd 6 oleadi..

Lepas umah farah gi umah fahmi n fadhil.. F & F.. Hahaz.. Lawak seh.. Saper yg ader je bleh paham.. Hehe.. Lawak gilerz ah.. Hehe.. Zack buih kiter habez2an.. Pagi2 nash dah buih kiter.. Rabak seh.. Ckp nk dtg beh tk muncul2... Penat je kiter tunggu... Back tu zack.. Dier ckp dier maseh blm habez diernye skolah ker aper tah... Waduh.. Rabak ah itu member.. Ader2 ajer tauz dier nye hal.. Rabak manx.. Ish..

Lepas umah fadhil gi umah assyadika.. Aku dah tk larat sak nk uat apaper part tu.. Penat bangertz.. Den my hse.. Mampos.. Kener siapkn PS2.. Lmbt jgk seh klua dari my hse.. Haha.. Maen game nye psl.. hehe.. Mak goreng jempot2 pon org tk mkn.. Minom pon tk luak seh.. Rabak2.. Laen kali tk msk ah.. Minom pon beli sendri ah.. hehe.. Kes maut tu.. Pastu gi umah faiz.. Cute giler sak kucing dier...Ergh.. I want a cat.. Mak tk bagi.. Lagik sayang furniture dier.. Haix.. Tkpe2... When i buy my own hse in the future, beli semuer metal ah.. Tk boleh calar.. Haha.. Bez..

Last hse umah rain... Style seh.. We went in the hse, bapak dier bukak channel bola ah.. Man u vs charlton... Kiter msk umah je Man U score... Haha.. Bangger sey si elias n irwan.. Haha..Mkn the piza lyk every yr... Haha.. Dah penat giler... Pastu fadhil bellring.. Tym to go bac.. Kat bawah blk,malek kener bantai psl birthday dier.. Haha.. Sedih eh.. I didnt bantai ah.. Takot msk ICU.. Haha.. Me, assyadika, dhil n fahmi walked back home.. Ader naek taxi n tompang kreter bapak lydia.. Jln ah.. Ika biseng seh.. Dah penat gaknyer, tu psl mulot nonstop.. Haha.. Smpai my umah je we separated.. Dhil n fahmi sent ika home.. Hehe.. Balek je mandi n tukar baju trs TIDO.. Haha.. Penat dok...

Tadi pagi bgn utk tgk criter Gundam Seed Destiny.. Haha... Dah habez je mandi den kener gi org kahwin.. Kat westcoast.. Mkn tk sedap seh.. Nmpak plak bapak lydia.. Dun think he recognize me.. Sembarang ah... Go causeway to shop for my dad's shirt.. Mkn kat KFC... Lepas tu balek.. Ngantok seh.. Nk tido dulu ah... Nanti ader tutorials to do.. Haix.. C ya all.. Tanx eh for making the Jln Raye ytd a sucess... Tanx alot..! Take care every1...

To my dearie hannah.. I miss u alot seh.. Sorry klau termarah ker aper smalam ah.. Just tired ah.. Sorry ye.. Cant wait for u to get bac on friday.. Tu pon ader problem.. My family nk klua mkn psl my mum's birthday.. But my mum say we will b goin in the afternoon.. Guess i can make it on tym to the airport to fetch u.. Hehe.. Love u loadz dear.. Miss u alot.. Muackz... Take care k..

PS: Pictures on Third Albumz under others.. Enjoy..

2005-11-13T22:15:00.000+08:00

Alot of ppl hav been pressing me for updates.. Waduh.. Tk tau sabar eh korg.. Ish2... Ah ni aku dah update dah.. Happy..? Hahaz...

Raya raya raya.. Dah dibuih oleh my primary n SP frenz.. Ish.. If u read about me, i hate ppl hu buih me.. Haix.. Apa nk jadi ngan dunia ni.. The coming 19th will b wif huayi frenz.. Klau buih jgk, aku tanak raya lagik ah.. Hmph!! Marah nie.. Hehex..

My bro dah kire dier nye duit raye dah.. It was about 130 bucks.. Mine was twice as much.. Haha... Tapik blm complete pe jln.. Dpt 300 pon jambu ah eh... Boleh beli hp later in february.. Hey u guyz, recommend me a gd fon can? aku nk yg ader gambar best, mp3, storage byk nk mampos.. haha.. Nanti org ckp "Ful, kau buat hp kau sendiri ah...Lagi senang.." Hahaz.. Saper tanak crewet kn.. Duit klua seh.. Beli hp bkn mcm beli gula2 seh.. Hehe.... So any1 out there..tlg ah.. Ku tk brapa tahu ah psl hp hp nie smue.. Hehe...

My dear has gone to australia.. Haix.. So sad seh tkleh jumpa.. My mum pon ejek seh... "Haha, org tu dua minggu tkder mataer...*blueak*..." jahat seh.. So gonna miss u dear if ure reading this... Hope u can come back safely.. I'll b praying for u k.. U take care of urself eh.. Apaper msg or kol me ah.. I'll b waiting...Love u loadz...

Hows the new background ah? haha.. Took it frm my dearie's frenster.. Haha.. Style jgk pe.. Hehe.. K ah.. Slamertz every1... Gonna update when ppl pester me sumore.. Haha.. Take carez.. Take care dear..

2005-11-02T23:47:00.000+08:00

Selamat Hari Raya buat sumua yang menyambut hari yg mulia ini.. Semoga Puasa anda semua di Terima oleh yg Maha Esa...

Saya, Mohamed Shaiful Bin Abdul Kadir, ingin memohon maaf jikalau ada terkasar bahasa atau terguris hati kamu semua...
Saye tahu saye ni kdg2 kurang ajar siket..
Semua itu adalah gurauan semata2....
Maaf kn saye ye..
Halalkn mkn minom saye ye..
Klau ader yg blanje saye ke.. Hehez...
Halal ehz..
Once again..
Selamat Hari Raya, Maaf Zahir & Batin buat semua..

2005-10-26T22:25:00.000+08:00

Not feeling so gd rite now.. Dunnoe y.. Things r in my mind.. Dunnoe how to describe.. Haix...

Well, haritu bdk2 huayi wif haiqel went to play soccer at boonlay after buke.. Si haiqel ngan dhil je makanan plak dtg lmbt.. Org laen dah habez mkn baru makanan dorg siap.. Kesian nye.. We accepted, ok ok... Not we ah.. Its them who accepted a challenge frm nash's classmate.. They nk lawan bola lah ngan kiter.. Sembarang ah.. Dah habez buke trs gi daerah boonlay garden primary saner utk maen ah.. Ok ok ah until a joker went to kick the ball so high that it got stuck.. Haha... Tt joker is none other den hanif.. Haha.. Dah dier kener panjat itu pokok.. Smue ngah berusaha nk turon kn itu bola except me n hafyz who were laughin our heads off watching them.. Haha.. Lawak eh.. Den after a few quarter hours, start balek maen..

Ader match ni, All-Stars VS Fat-boys.. haha.. Gerek ah.. Introducing the members of All-Stars.. Asri, Faiz, Haiqel n ME... Hehe.. Fat-boyz were fahmi, fadhil, nash n hafyz.. Fat-boyz were leading 2-0 when we started to get serious.. Haha.. Kiter menang ah beh.. Haiqel said i was a gd keeper... Klau good dah 3-0 seh kiter menang.. Haha.. Tk form ah haritu.. Maklumlah.. Dah lamer tk maen bola katerkn.. Tapik maseh tk puas ah maen.. Hehe.. Looking forward to the nxt match ah klau ader... Harap2 ader ah eh.. Make it come true.. Haha..

Aper lagik eh.. Hmm.. Me n Hannah were lyk tourists the whole week.. Goin frm one end of singapore to the other end... Hahaz.. Buang tebiat eh.. N tanx to me.. Her EZlink went missing.. Felt so bad seh.. Naseb dier tk kener marah ngan mak bapak dier.. Kalau kener marah, kesian sey.. Patotnyer me yg kener marah kn.. Haiz.. Dah lamer aku tk hlg bender sey.. Part nk hlg je, bender org laen plak... Haiz... Rabak shaiful.. Who's gonna trust u again.. Haiz.. Asek nk uat hannah marah je aku skrang nie.. Tk habez2 seh.. Nmpaksah she's always angry wif me seh now.. Haiz.. I sux man.. Sux to the core... Sorry ah.. I noe im juz a kid.. Maseh prangai bdk2 lagik.. Im sorry k, if ure not happy wif me.. Sorry ehz.. I cant giv u everything u want.. I dun hav everything seh.. Love is all i hav to give.. If thats not enuf, i dunnoe wad to say ah.. Klau jodoh tk ke maner kn.. Luv ya..

We bought shirt of the same colour already.. But i dunnoe if we kud go out together in dat.. Baju rayer i mean.. Haiz.. Tanx to her nenek who force her to go australia.. Tkperlah.. Family more important k.. Baju2 nie tkperlah.. Nxt raye pon boleh pakai kn.. Hmm.. Praying dat u will not go aust or we can go out together for raye... Every1 pray for us k.. Tanx!! Heez..

K la braderz n sistaz.. Gua mau tlg org ni.. Haha.. Tk habez2 gadoh ngan mataer dier.. Ciaoz.. All the bez for u guyz.. Take carez..

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23.o6.05

2005-10-19T12:41:00.000+08:00

Hey hey hey... Exam results r out.. I passed everything.. Phew.. Tkder D grade plak tu.. Haha.. Dah lah tk blaja sgt.. Ish.. Naseb seh pass.. Klau tk kener jadi research students.. As in stay back ah.. Haha.. These r my results...

Character Development : A
Basic maths : A
Workshop Practice 2 : A
Basic Safety training 2 : A
Engineering Drawing : B
Critical Reasoning Skills : B
IDEAS : C
Applied Heat : C+

GPA = 3.245

Wahaha... Although tk bgs sgt.. Still happy ah.. Haha.. Kk.. Blog again nxt tym.. Assalamualaikum...

2005-10-15T11:30:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. I hav nothing to say.. Other den wad happened ytd... I was on my way wif hannah to jp ah.. Dere was a bottle of water at the road.. We didnt notice it until the bus came.. The tires made the bottle burst n splashed water at us.. Hannah kener byk seh.. I onli got sum at my face.. Wad a day.. She hav to meet her cuz o go buy her bdae present.. Hehe.. Later goin to JB for two days... Gonna miss my wifey so much.. Love u so much dear... Im gonna msg u wheneva i can k... Dun worry k.. I'll b ok... C ya all...

2005-10-03T20:11:00.000+08:00

This was wad happened on saturday... First i went to hannah's hse for tuition ah... As usual, fun ah.. Hehez... Took some pix n had sum laughters.. It has always been fun when im wif her.. Hehe... Den at arnd 2.30, her mum let her go out to attend a birthday party.. She wanted to go wif me to celebrate shahrain's birthday but i said tt we will b goin to town so she said she wud rather go to IMM to go to her ELDDS member nye birthday.. But den she was late... Suppossed to start at 2.. Den dier dah rushing giler seh... First time she siap so fast.. Hehe.. Took 98 and then transfer to 333.. She alighted at IMM ah n me all the way to J.E...

Sampai J.E je saw Malik n sean who was already goin off... So waited for Lydia wih Malik.. She arrived shortly... Den went up to the platform area to meet shahrain n fadhil.. Organiser lambat seh.. Hehe.. We didnt noe where to go seh.. Hahaz... So we took our own sweet tym to plan where to go... Den si Firdaus n Irwan pon sampai..Haha.. Naek lah train.. Beh I told the others about a stupid dream tt fadhil once told me b4 ah.. Hahaz.. Its about a makcik tt picked his pocket.. Haha... Den he wanted to trash den thief but found out tt she was a makcik.. So tk jadi ah.. Lawak eh..Ader station ni, makcik2 naek n stood beside fadhil ah.. I was lyk fadhil jgn diri saner psl ader makcik.. Hahaz... Den i was laughing me head off seh... Shahrain n Lydia pon ikot... Sampai cramp seh perot.. Haha... Tt was the joke of the day ah.. Hehe..

Gues wad...We still didnt noe where to go lehz.. Hehe.. Den fadhil made a decision.. Go Somerset.. Den go lah.. Hehe... At least hav sumwhere to go rite... Hehe... Went to heeren ah jln2 tk tentu arah.. Fir bought a fresh imp limited edition nye shirt.. Haha... Pastu dorg nk mkn... So go cityhall agaknyer.. Went all the way to Esplanade to eat.. Skali ramai lah.. So tk jadi.. So Jln all the way to eat ah... Ingat nk mkn kat satay club tapik tk jadi.. Biler tgh jln, nmpak org2 tua ngan joget2... Hehe.. Join ah aper lagik.. Fun ah.. Den catwalk all the wayto the bridge there.. Haha.. Lawak eh.. The person who taught us how to catwalk was fadhil.. Us meanin me, rain, dhil n lyd.. Laen smue took a diff route.. Hehe.. Sempat seh amek gambar kat bridge situ.. hahaz... Apaper mesti sempat pe.. Wahahaha...

So then walked all the way to LauPaSat... Sorry if wrng spelling...Hehe... Soot jer lah eh.. Mkn ah kat saner... Me, rain n lyd haos giler seh... Haha.... Bought two cans of drinks each.. Haha... Si rain lagik.. Laju giler seh dier minom.. Haha... Klakar ah dier... Pastu alek ah... Quietly bought a cheesecake at 7-11...Chun2 ader alley sey near the shop... Apa lagik... Dhil n Fir grabbed Rain while i smashed the cake at his face.. Haha... Byk jgk seh... Sticky jgk seh tt thing.. Hehe.. Beh ader kreter plak kat alley tu.. Rain da terlentang seh kat road.. Terpakse stop kejap.. Hehe.. Den continue ah.. Si fir gi siram dier ngan Air mawar.. Haha.. Bau cam kat kubor seh.. Haha.. Rabak eh.. Beh campo cheesecake lagik.. Hahaz... Rabak seh bau nye... Rain dah biseng seh.. Haha.. Klaka ah dier... After sum tym went to raffles place mrt station nye toilet to cleanup.. Hahaz... Laughed all the home seh... Werds cant describe wad really happened ah.. U shd hav been there to experience it... Hahaz.. K lah.. C u sumtym... Love u Hannah.. Hehex...

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23.o6.05

2005-09-28T23:19:00.000+08:00

Hmmm... Dunnoe wad to write about seh... Firdaus wanted to make a birthday party for Shahrain diz saturday.. Dunnoe if i can make it coz i'll b teaching hannah.. Hope its in the nite or mornin ah.. Hehex..

I miss secondary skool sey.. All doz crapz dat we used to talk about.. All doz stupid things tt we do.. Hahaz.. Lepak2 kat kantin.. Maen bola.. Gendang meja.. Gerek ehz.. Kacau org lagik.. Hahaz.. Im pretty evil jgk eh in sec skool.. Hahaz... Miss all doz gd times.. Looking forward to hari raye so kiter boleh mrepek2 lagik n most importantly enjoy ourselves.. Ingat seh during sec 3 or 2.. Jln raye beh ader gadoh.. Doz who went shd noe the story.. Doz who dont.. This was wad happened ah...

First of all, we agreed tt onli frenz frm huayi will b goin ah.. OK thats kinda gd.. Den si Salina plak nk gi umah mataer dier.. The boyz kinda not agree to dat idea ah.. In one day seh.. Umah org yg kiter tk kenal tkkn nk gi kn.. Its better to go to the houses of our frenz... Lagik berfaedah... Hehe... Tapik si salina nye group tu, all galz ah.. wif fadhil, rain n hafidz.. Dorg tu degil.. Nk pegi jgk... Den kiter ckp nk pegi, pegi ah... Kiter go ahead wif our original planz... As a result, they gi umah mataer salina jgk but for onli a short time ah... Beh si mataer salina tu gi bahase kn dorg.. Ckp dorg tkder adat gi uah org skejap je den dah nk jln... Kiter kn maseh bdk2... Motive nk duit pe... Cannot deny tt rite... Paham2 ah... Cam tk pernah jadi bdk2 gitu... Branak tros umor 17 pe... Tk kn... Ish... Beh biler dorg dah kener bahase kn, nk marah2 kiter plak.. Ckp we caused them to rush lah aper lah... Sumpah kiter tk sroh dorg rush seh... Nk pegi tu pegi ah.. Kiter go our way... Beh telipon maki2 kiter... Apa sak.. Sot ah kiter... Den kat umah fadhil paleng style ah.. Dah klua umah dier tunggu bus kn.. Kiter dudok kat tangge ah... Beh tgk dorg jln.. Cam nk geng fight gitu.. Hahaz... Kenangan lamer sey tu smue.. Hehez.. Gerek jgk eh.. Hope this yr fun giler ah as always... Heard fir ngan fadhil planning kn... Apaper contact aku ah.. I will go man.. Hehe...

Now tkder kerje watching Hitler.. Hahaz.. Giler nye kerje...

Now to my dearie hannah... I hope we can last long ah... N i mean real long.. I love u so much... Nw i feel tt i cant live w/o u... Life will b so different n empty... Im so glad i met u... I want to make u happy always... But it seems like i always make u sad instead... I dun hav experience in this kind of thing... I hope to learn n gain experience... N of coz to make u happy n to love u all i can... Its my holidays now... I hope i can teach u everything i can so dat u can do well in ur N's... I now agree wif u dat a realtionship will turn unstable in the third n forth month... But i believe tt we can overcome anything n everything if we love each other.. Dun ever take break as an option... Any problems can b solved if we remain calm n rational.. If u hav anything ure unhappy about, juz tell me k... We shd b honest wif each other... We'll think of sumthing so dat it will b a win-win solution... I dun want u to suffer in order to make me happy... It doesnt werk lyk dat k... We mus giv n take sumtimes... Love u so much dear...

Guez datz all for todae... Sakaratul maut... Aku dah update dah.. Hehez... K lah.. Wanna ngorok.. All the bez every1.. Hope u achieve wadeva u want in life... Hehez... Slamertz...

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23.o6.05

2005-09-23T22:25:00.000+08:00

Happy 3rd Month to Me N Hannah..

(And to Angeline n her guy...Same date seh... Reali a coincidence...Hehex)

2005-09-18T13:14:00.000+08:00

My birthday yesterday.. Nothing much happened.. Woke up in the mornin mum brought out a cake.. Hehez.. Tk pernah2 sey dorg buy for me a birthday cake.. Mum says its bcoz im sweet seventeen.. Wahaha... Ppl say its sweet sixteen wad do i care.. Hahaz... Den my mum sabo me wif the cake... Hehez.. Its war.. I began to do my thing.. All three kena ah aper lagik.. Muker smue kotor sey ngan cokelat.. Hahaz..

Den went to hannah hse for tuition.. Cam biase jgk.. Den her dad told us to order pizza for my birthday.. Wahaha.. So my dear ordered hawaian n BBQ chicken bonanza coz she noe i lyk chicken.. Wahahahaz... She bought me a nice adidas cap.. Dah lamer sey nk topi adidas.. At last, tanx to my dearest hannah, i get 1... Lawa.. Hahaz.. Den alek ah.. Still having flu now.. Haiz.. She's sick today.. Hope she gets well soon.. C ya later...

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23.o6.05

2005-09-15T20:48:00.000+08:00

I hav nothing to do now.. So i guez i wud juz type sumthing here... hahaz... hmmm Few examz over now.. Basic safety training, engineering drawing, critical reasoning skills n character development. Left wih Applied heat on 23 n maths on 27.. Waduh2... Stress benar.. Hahaz... Started doing notez oleadi.. Kener uat sey.. Klao ttk mampoi eh.. Hehez...
Me n her are doing ok.. Went to town wif her ytd to buy my birthday presentz.. My mom n dad gave me 70 bucks to buy wadeva i want.. I decided to buy a bag.. N so went to pacific plaza to find a FOX shop there... Lucky me, ader jgk kedai tu.. Hehez.. Saw a few bags... Most of them i already bought.. So i bought the last kind.. 4got the price.. But its lesser den 70..m So bought another FOX cap.. Hahaz.. Lawa seh.. Hehez.. Altogether was 77.. Boleh lah tu.. Hahaz... Once per yer kn.. The last tym i bought a bag was two yrs ago sey... Ish.. Hhaahaz... K lah.. Wanna rez now.. Love u alot dear.. Tanx for everything..

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23.o6.05

2005-09-05T11:53:00.000+08:00

Hey hey hey..Lamer benar saye tk update ye... Hehez... Cam tkder mood ah nk blog lately.. MALAS... Hahaz.. Skrang psl tkder kerje nye psl...Type lah aper yg saye mampu.. Hehe... September is here... Exam month.. Hehe.. I'll b taking two papers.. On the 23rd n 27th... After dat dah boleh party.. Hehez... So wake me up when september ends ye.. Wahahaha... So jealous of doz having their holidayz diz wk.. Chicken mcnugget btl.. Boleh lepak2.. Haiz.. Yg kat sini kener skolah.. Exam plak tu.. Ish... Spatotnye i join RP sey.. Gerek eh.. OR NYP pon bez.. Hehez...
Me n hannah ader misunderstanding lagik.. Its my fault.. I didnt listen to wad she hav to say.. Haiz... its ok now.. Everything is resolved.. As usual.. hehe... Now, teach her maths on saturday n help her in her science on sunday... wahahaha... spent mst of my weekends wif her in her hse... Of coz her parentz r dere ah.. Haha... Dunnoe whether meeting her anot.. She's bz dancing at zaima's hse which is a few metres away.. Haha.. Skolah habez cepat sey.. They wanted to do project but my stomach buat hal.. Naseb ader my kuzin.. He was at SP n he sent me home.. So here i m... Dun wanna tell her tt im home coz i dun wanna disturb her when she's bz dancing... Bsk exam nyari joget... Ish bdk2 skrang nie.. No comments betol... K lah.. Nature calls... Blog again nxt tym yah.. C ya later...

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23.o6.05

2005-08-29T14:25:00.000+08:00

First of all.. Thankiew to my dearest Hannah for the update.. Hehez.. Ngah uat project sey dier akai my laptop utk update for me.. Thanx ye.. Well, here i m at SP library trying my best to do my project which i hav to hand in by tomorrow.. I dun tink im goin for my lesson at Poly Marina.. So damn tired sey.. But if she ajak klua, i wont giv it a miss.. Hahaz.. She dun hav tuition todae so getting to meet her will b hard.. Haiz.. On friday, I LOST MY CAP AT THE MOSQUE... The Nike black cap.. Sobx Sobx.. Gotta save up to buy a new cap.. Haiz..

After mosque, kener blanjer hafiz ngan shazwan mkn.. Pastu balek ah.. Kol 4 gi dover utk SMA day n wad crap.. Tetapi...The bus service start at 5.30.. Waste my tym je tunggu lamer2.. Waduh.. After dat, the bus asek full je.. We even had to get off a bus bcoz of sum performers... Ingat besar pangkat dorg.. Laen kali gi sewa limo ke aper... Geram sey.. Kol 7.40 gitu aru naek bas.. Sot ajer kener dudok cam apek2 kat tepi jln.. Haiz.. Kesian kiter..
Sampai je tros muntah kedara.. Mkn lah tu namernye.. Hehe.. Byk jgk ah laok.. Den njoy sum humourous show n wad crap dere is..

Pastu smue tk tau nk gi aner.. Sum wanna stay at the park to xplore..Sum wanna go out to go sumplace else.. At last we hav to walk all the way out to catch the mrt...Nampaksah tk sempat sey...Kerje bodoh eh smue.. Kat depan tu plak ader kedai kopi, den nmpak maseh ader shuttle bus.. Aper lagik.. Hop in ah... Drop off at Commonwealth to take taxi home.. Beh smue went to lepak at my hse to watch movie, play game n tok crap...

Saturday comes... Went to teach my dear hannah as usual.. Den went to jp utk jln2 n pay my bill.. Hehez.. Dats all...

Sunday.. Didnt go madrasah coz hav to do project.. At first, me n jon r supposed to go to yan's hse at bedok ah... Den at last, yan yg dtg jurong... Hahaz... Hannah came my hse ah.. Pakai comp den watch a chinese show.. Cant stop laughing sey dier.. Smpai klua airmata.. Waduh.. Hahaz.. After my kuz come, went to KFC to eat den temankn Hannah go jp to buy her file.. Went her hse to teach her science after dat.. Pastu, her parents ajak gi mkn at banquet.. How can i say no kn.. Hehe... Den they sent me home ah where i hav to continue doin my project till 1 or 2 lyk dat.. Tanx hannah for accompanyin me throughout the nite.. Hehez.. But nxt tym slp early k.. K ah... Dats all.. Sorry for the long post.. Slamertz...

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23.o6.05

2005-08-28T15:50:00.000+08:00

hey there.. hmm.. shaiful is not free to write his blog. . so.. let me update for him ah.. well.. hes doin his project wth his frenz inside his room.. dunno whether doin project of watching comedy.. haha... hmm.. well.. hmm.. me and him are goin well.. recently there is a misunderstanding again but everything is solved.. heehee... hmmm... well.. i think his studies is also doin quite well..hehe.. hmm.. i dunno waD elso to write abt him.. haha.. erm.. i juz noe tt i LOve Him Sooo much n nth Can BrEak uS up.. no MattEr Wad..

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23.o6.05

2005-08-19T14:53:00.000+08:00

I dunnoe wad hav gone into me yesterday... Was i crazy for awhile..? Was tt me oso? Haiz.. No No.. Shaiful wont take suicide as a solution.. Yah rox.. Its a stooooopid thing to do.. Humans hav brains n we shd use it to solve problems.. Haiz... Sumhow i cant b alone now.. Things will come into my mind.. Bad things tt is.. HaizZz... Aper bleh uat... Gini lah hidop.. Well, Im so damn bored now... Nothing to do.. Msg org, org tk reply... My guez is dier tido.. Ntahlah.. Allah sajer yg tahu.. Klau dier tk cntact me bac den i'll stay at home to rot all i can.. Tadi penat sak uat arc welding.. Beh terpegang hot metal lagik.. Sedap siol.. Terjoget2 sey.. Hahaz...
Harap2 nyari ader lepak ah.. Dunnoe wads my plan for tml.. I hope i hav nothing on sunday so tt i can help firdaus in sum rewang activity... At least fun sey.. Hahaz.. My week hav been so freaking boring.. HAiz... C ya all later... Not gonna blog any sooner.. Bz ah.. But who cares rite... Considering to close down my blog... C how ah.. Gonna treat my wound now.. Slamertz...

2005-08-18T23:22:00.000+08:00

Im so damn angry.. No! Im so damn Sad.. No! Im Upset.. No! Argh.. My mind is in such a mess rite now.. Ergh.. Feel lyk goin sumwhere n b free.. Free frm the world.. Free frm skool.. Frm everythin.. Argh!! Y m i lyk diz.. Feels lyk shit!! Now i undastand y ppl take suicide as an option to solve problems... But who the hell cares rite.. Saper lah aku nie... Prangai cam setan... Mayb i will b a setan... Since tts wad ppl call me... Fine den..

2005-08-17T21:06:00.000+08:00

Been realli bz lah... No tym to update... Hehez.. Well, skool's ok... Maths maken tough.. Thermodynamics pon maken maot.. Engineering drawing maken susah nk mampos.. Hahaz.. N i said ok eh.. Must b crazy or sumtin.. Hahaz.. Me n her is still strong.. Niwae, tts wad i tink.. Dunnoe bout her plak yer.. 7 more days to 2 months.. Hope nothing happen in between..
Btw, ader satu hari tu had a heart to heart talk.. Clear things up ah.. She told me tt she's true to me... Im to her oso... Haiz.. Frenz who noe me for a long tym shd noe tt.. Ppl lyk rain, dhil n others.. Hehez.. Well, we'll c if will remain together after a long tym... I hope we do.. But things can change rite..? Kiter yg merancang, Tuhan yg menentukan.. Klau lah kiter ditakdirkan bersamer(Jodoh lah tu kire), alangkah indahnya.. Hahaz..
K la.. Tml skoolin.. Haiz.. C ya all yah... Btw, tolong lah tag.. Kering sak tagboard aku.. Hahaz.. Slamertz

2005-08-04T17:14:00.000+08:00

Hey yo!! Hahaz.. Sorry yer long ym no update..No1 cares rite? Hehez... Sembarang ah.. Hehez... I dunnoe wad to talk about man.. Hmm.. I passed all my tests.. Hahaz.. So happy man.. But not sure if can score ah.. Tuesday i sent her to the doctor.. Kesian dier tkder org nk temankn dier.. Since i had tym, i sent her ah.. Den at 12 went back to skool for lessons.. Yesterday met her at zaima's hse.. Den walk at JP jap b4 sending her home..Juz now met her again at her hse.. Den dier kener go for dance at daerah huayi saner...Sent her dere den went back home.. MKN!! Hehe.. K lah.. Nanti2 i blog again yah.. C ya later...

2005-07-29T11:58:00.000+08:00

Ive been realli lazy to type lately.. Hehez... Dz was wad happened the whole wk.. NOTHING! haha.. Interestin eh... Hehez... Onli on wednesday i went to bukit timah to do CIP.. Kener tlg kemas barang n stuff.. Boring jgk ah.. I'll b off to Malacca tomorrow.. Gona miss her sey.. Haiz.. K la.. Dah nk gi solat Jumaat nie.. Slamertz..

2005-07-24T14:23:00.000+08:00

Examz over..! WooHoo!! Holiday..!! Hahaz... Gerek punya.. At last im able to rest.. Fuh.. OK ok.. Im so gonna fail Thermodynamics.. Hehe.. Tk blaja seh.. Tkpe2.. Tink i can pass maths.. Fairly ez ah.. Haha.. No more exam stress until september.. Hehez..
Saturday... Went to her hse but den need to buy present for her kuzin.. So put my bag dere n went to Toy 'r' us at JP.. Pusing nye pusing.. Bought an air-pump airplane.. Coz her mum said the birthday boy lyks airplanes... Hehez.. Den went back home for tuition.. OK ok ah.. Blaja pe kn.. Tkkn fun sgt...Hahaz.. Den they had to go Orchid Country Club for the b'dae party.. So her dad sent me home.. She gave me an anniversary letter.. Vewi sweet.. Strictly confidential.. Hehez... A pity we didnt get to spend more tym wif eac oder.. nemind.. Laen hari ader.. Haha..
Sunday, went madrasah as usual.. Den went to my kuz hse to take bac my PS2.. Den he send me home in his van.. Gerek sey dier drive.. Hahaz.. Bdk baru dpt lesen katerkn.. Den ader part nie ah.. There was an ambulance..Laju nk mampoi.. Den dier kejar sey.. Hahaz... Dah lepas 120km/h, dier stop... Seram.. Hahaz.. Lagik2 aru habez hujan.. So itu ajerlah.. Now at home rotting.. Hehez.. C ya arnd..

2005-07-18T16:38:00.000+08:00

Long tym no update huh.. Hehez.. Maaf yer.. Nothing much happened lah... Exams r here... She says that she dun wan to meet me coz i hav to study.. So undastanding sey dier.. Wants me to study.. Hehez... Yesterday met her ah.. Go buy my stationaries for my exam.. But one thing wasnt at the popuar shop in JP.. So we had to go to sumwhere in Taman jurong to find it.. Naseb baek ader sey.. Phew! Her mum ajak gi umah ah to read science wif her n for me to study oso.. Tapik dah lmbt ah.. Decided to go home.. Laz tym sey jumpe dier for diz wk.. HaizZz.. Sure gonna miss her eh.. So sad.. Well, saturday mesti kener jumper punye.. Teach her maths.. Hahaz.. N its 23rd... Our anniversary.. Hahaz..
Had Engineering Drawing Test juz now.. Naseb boleh buat sey.. All the qns i did b4.. Phew! Naseb baek.. I tink i can pass ah.. Wednesday is Applied Heat.. Boleh mati sey itu subj.. Must study btl2.. Hehez.. Got to go.. C ya...

2005-07-12T21:38:00.000+08:00

Lets recall... Saturday i went to her hse to teach her maths.. Hehez... After the lesson, her dad gave me a cap frm Australia.. I kudnt believe it man.. Hehez.. Lawa ah coz hav blue colour..Hahaz... Buat hiasan kat umah.. Hehez.. Den went out wif herto J.E library to meet her frenz n "study".. Hahaz... Dey onli joked arnd sey.. Funny ah dey'll.. Den went to long john.. Had a talk wif Firizqi.. Nice guy sey.. Hehez... Bkn terpikat ke aper ah eh.. Jgn salah paham plak.. Saya suda berpunya.. Ceybah.. Hehez.. Den sent her home..
Sunday plak ader madrasah.. Hafiz BUIH sey.. Ckp nk dtg.. When i msg him at arnd lapan suku, dier ckp dier baru bgn tido.. Waduh.. Well, it was fun as usual.. Ustaz ckp psl kahwin tk habez2... So interestin sey.. Klaka plak tu.. Hahaz.. Den go home... Aftanoon meet her again... Go long john again n send her home.. B4 tt played arcade wif her n her kuz.. Ok, more lyk bof of dem play ah.. I hate arcades... Buang duit je.. Sorry ye klau tersinggung all the arcade lovers out dere.. Hehez...
Not gonna talk about monday.. Boring.. Juz now went to skool at 1.. Hahaz.. Sedap sey tido.. Continued wif our mock test frm yesterday.. Susah nk mampoi.. Hahaz.. Dn ader maths.. Psl exponential n logarithm.. Sket nye mabok blaja bender2 alien tu.. Hahaz.. Harap2 i can do ah for nxt wk.. Btw, nxt wk will b my term test.. Wish me luck ye.. Hahaz... Letz continue.. After maths went to meet her.. She looked kinda moody sey.. Hope i cheered her up sumhow.. Ish.. Now waiting for her call... Dunnoe when is she goin to call.. Or is she calling me even.. Allah sajer yg tahu.. K lah.. C ya all.. Njoy ur wk...

2005-07-08T19:45:00.000+08:00

I've been sick dz few dayz.. Dunnoe wads wrong.. Kebykkn bdk SP kene flu sey... Satu skolah kener quarantine pon baek jgk eh.. Hahaz.. Let me c.. Wednesday, my group had a presentation for Character development.. We did great.. Hahaz... Asek kener puji jer... The groups b4 us asek kener kutok ajer tauz.. But not us.. Fuh!! It felt gr8 man.. Every1 liked it.. Phewit!! Hahaz..
Den tadi saket cannot do practical.. The teacher told me to go home.. But i stayed.. Hahaz.. Degil semcm.. But i helped my frenz ah.. Semue cam "Shaiful, can help me anot?" , "Shaiful, is diz the right flame?" Hahaz... Not self praising ah.. Tapik cam bez sey.. Wahahaha... Sum even called me Second teacher.. hehez.. Skali skaler im gd at sumthin.. Hahaz... Den went back after solat.. After tt go meet her... Jln2 den send her go tuition.. Fun ah.. Hehez.. Later goin lepak.. Conferm bez.. Tink so.. Hahaz... K la...till nxt tym.. Adios amigos...

2005-07-05T06:56:00.000+08:00

Wow, a long tym since i blogged rite..Hehez.. Been bz ah wif projects n hmwk.. Waduh.. Had to complete 3 projects n the datelines are diz wk.. 1 hav passed.. Left wif 2.. HaizZz.. Well, many things happened.. Cant possibly say everythin.. Hehez.. U guyz willl find out sooner or later.. I guez..? Nemindlah.. Nw waitin for the tym to go skool.. So damn sleepy.. Dah cam panda dah.. Sebiji rupa nye.. Wahahaha...
Klas is gonna end at 5.30 todae.. But i dun tink i'll b headin home straightaway.. Still hav to finish our project.. Kud b stayin in skool tilll nite.. Wahlau.. I dn lyk hmwkz... Hahaz.. Now is the 6th wk.. Term test is on the 8th.. Cam skejap sey.. Tk boleh nk enjoy enjoy.. Hehez... So, i hope we, the ex-students of hua yi secondary keep in touch k.. Klau tukar number ke aper, jgn tk blg tauz.. Hahaz.. C ya.. Slamertz...

2005-06-26T21:46:00.000+08:00

Harlow Harlow...Penat gilerz sey.. Thursday ader thermodynamics practical.. Blaja psl compressor.. Gerek jgk ah..Hehe.. But formula dia, mabok sey..Mabok gilerzx punye.. Panjang nk mampos.. Terkial2 sey calculate...Naseb baek boleh uat... Hehez.. Friday was workshop, Gerek ah.. I can weld the metals properly.. Im gettin gd at it.. Ceybah.. Hahazz... Tapik tk lawa sgt ah.. Kener tgk brape marks i got sey.. Hrp2 bagos ah.. Hehez...
Yesterday, went to Ngee ann poly for the silat again...Nt tt fun as last tym ah.. Hmm.. Den juz now, went for floorball training.. Gerek gilerz.. Mcm2 jokes sey.. Cant tell here ah.. Dah tk gerek.. Hehez.. Dah tu went jurong east to eat long john silver... K ah..Tink im goin to slp.. C ya..

2005-06-22T20:52:00.000+08:00

Hmmz.. Yesterday was quite dry.. Not much happened..Nt goin to talk much.. But i slept early yesterday.. Arnd 10 gitu.. Dah tkleh angkat sey.. Ngantok bangertz... Lets start about juz now... Woke up at 6 thinkin tt skool starts at 8 today... WRONG!! Skool starts at 10..So slept for another two hrs..Hehez.. Den gi skolah cam biase.. SKool pon cam biase.. Semue cam biase.. Habez klas at 2.. Went back as usual den came back skool at 5 for silat cam biase.. Silat pon cam biase.. Nyari blaja langkah2.. Den ader cheers.. Itu fun sket..Hehez.. Pas tu balek jer ah..Which is now..Hehez.. K la..Nk bathe...Slamertz

2005-06-20T21:55:00.000+08:00

Hmmmz... Monday Blues... But not todae.. Todae was gerek.. Hahaz.. Kat klas bobal mrepek.. Den kat engineerin drawin, malay boyz nyanyi hindustan.. Hahaz.. Gerek ah... Den ader long break b4 goin to Poly Marina at West Coast area.. Take taxi again n i hav to pay.. Hmmz.. Ok ah.. Kat saner tk uat anytin much ah.. Jz watch sum survival thingz... Felt lyk sleepin sey...Borig bangertz.. But gd boyz dun slp in klas...Lyk me..Hahaz..
After tt met up wif Faizah den go J.E. library to study... Did sum maths.. Part qn susah je stop.. Tk kuase nk uat.. Tanye cekgu suda.. Nk tanye faizah, dier dah get ready nk alek.. So alek ajer ah.. Hehez.. Gi McDonald, beli french fries den alek..Fun sey.. Bof giler2.. Hahaz.. Tink my arm berlebam gaknye.. Hahaz... Mcm2 ah jokes... Hehez.. Den sent her home den walked back, Alone.. Hehe...
N yah..Faizah said my eyes are red...Still is.. Haiz.. Not enuf slp gaknye.. Smalam tk cukop tido sey.. Wanted to slp at 11.30.. End up sleepin at 2 or 3 coz i tossed around.. Ingat roti prata ke maen toss toss..Hahaz... Yalah...Main pt is nt enuf slp..Haiyoh.. K la.. C ya...

2005-06-19T12:21:00.000+08:00

Hmmz.. Juz enuf tym to write.. Lets c wad happened on friday.. Onli 1 klas which is practical.. Ok ah but susah gilerz sey.. Im in the gas weldin section..Hav to melt metal n join it wif another piece of circular metal..Susah sey.. Terkial2 eh buat.. But my teacher said i did a pretty gd job..Hehez... Den met Firdaus at Dover to go Almukminin for our friday prayers.. Byk jgk members2 kiter kat saner..Hahaz.. Tk menyesal sey pegi.. Den went home n got ready for silat.. Silat pon ok ok ah..Samer jgk..
Saturday... Went for floorball training.. Bez jgk ah but the time was so damn short sey..Tk puas eh maen..Hope today bez gilerz ah.. Hahaz.. Still in a dilemma.. Dunnoe whether i wan to buy a floorball stick anot.. Mahal sey.. Takot tkder duit je nanti utk kecemasan ke aper ke eh.. Hahaz.. Well, after the floorball thing, headed to Ngee Ann Poly for Silat IVP.. Gerek ah.. Seni is so tough sey.. Nemind..I'll learn.. Hehez... Well, Singapore Poly won 1st place in gande... Baek ah..Im goin in the nxt tym...Ceybah.. Confiden sey.. Hahaz.. K la...Nk rez n get ready.. C ya...

2005-06-16T21:42:00.000+08:00

Tough week man.. So tiring everyday.. Onli hav tym to blog now.. Waduh! Byk hwk ah... N klau tkder hwk pn, i need the tym to rest.. Well, wednesday didnt train for silat bcoz of my leg.. So jz learn frm the side ah.. Juz now plak, tkder practical so can go back early.. Den hannah ajak me go to town.. Since i had nothing to do oso, jz follow ah.. Go c cars, floorball stix n stuff.. Fun ah.. N not forgettin her kuzin oso.. Syazrul Afiq. Fun guy ah..But cam quiet gitu ah.. Hehez.. He wanted to buy a floorball stick blade but not enuf money.. So, i borrowed him sum ah.. Better den him goin bac home to take money den go back to the shop kn...Klau dekat tkpe.. Den go his hse to get my money back..He wanted me too.. Jz go along ah eh.. Den jumpe mak si afiq.. Fun sey mak dier.. Hahaz.. Sumthin lyk my mum ah.. Dier kasi mkn chocolate kek n roti kirai wif kari.. Sedap.. Hahaz.. Hannah mkn nye slow.. Ish3.. Hahaz..
Den proceeded home wif her ah... Den jumpe dier nye kakak sdare plak kat J.E... Byk sey jumpe sdare2 dier nyari.. Hahaz.. She wanted to pass Z sumtin at jurong east sports complex.. Den after tt, she went home wif her kakak sdare.. N here i m now.. Hehez...Guez im ready for silat tml..Hehez... K lah.. Tink im goin to slp now.. C ya...

2005-06-12T11:41:00.000+08:00

HarlowzZ to every1 out dere.. Let me tell u a story about....Me.. Hahaz.. Yesterday was the floorball training.. Quite tiring ah.. Bcoz of the condition of my leg..Well, we had stretching n play sum games of floorball.. I did quite gd for a keeper ah.. Until my defender was reluctant to clear the ball..He lost the ball to the opposite side n SCORED!! Geram gilerz sey.. Tkpelah.. N i injured my leg in the process.. Guez im not goin to the training today.. Can barely walk oso.. Haiz.. Hope it'll b ok coz i dun wanna miss my silat training.. HaizZ..
So, back to the story.. After the training, i was forced by Hafiz n Shazz into following them go Far East Shopping centre to survey floorball stix.. Mahal gilerz sey..Paleng murah pn $80... Waduh.. Tapik klakar gilerz sey.. Ader psl org kener rembat kat their private part n their balls go up to their adams apple.. Hahz.. Sum jokes r at hafyz's blog.. I cant help laughing sey..Hehez.. Den pastu balek ah.. Tros tido sey.. Tkleh angkat.. Penat gilerz.. Den skrang baru bgn.. Hahaz.. K la.. Wanna go sapedek.. C ya

2005-06-09T16:30:00.000+08:00

SUM 41

"Pieces"

I tried to be perfect

But nothing was worth it

I dont believe it makes me real

I thought it would be easy

But no one believes me

I meant all the things I said

If you believe its in my soul

I would say all the words that I know

Just to see if it would show

That Im trying to let you know

That Im better off on my own

This place is so empty

My thoughts are so tempting

I dont know how it got so bad

Sometimes its so crazy

That nothing can save me

But its the only thing that I have

If you believe its in my soul

I would say all the words that I know

Just to see if it would show

That Im trying to let you know

That Im better off on my own

On my own

I tried to be perfect

It just wasnt worth it

Nothing could ever be so wrong

Its hard to believe me

It never gets easy

I guess I knew that all along

If you believe its in my soul

I would say all the words that I know

Just to see if it would show

That Im trying to let you know

That Im better off on my own

2005-06-08T23:06:00.000+08:00

hey yo hey yo.. Pe kabar ya habibi ya maulana.. Sudah lama tidak jumpa.. skrang jual minyak apa... oh tahi unta yah.. Hahaz... Im crazy.. Hehez
Well, Skool was ok diz wk.. Tk stress sgt.. Tapik thermodynamics mmg mabok wohh.. Dunnoe wad will happen to me if i hate physics in sec skool.. Lucky im quite gd.. Itu pon tkleh buat sum of the qns.. Ish3... Must werk harder..
Hmmz, jz now was my first CCA lesson..Silat.. Quite tiring ah.. First day dah kener torture...Waduh pak ali.. Cramp nya kaki.. Tapik the seniors quite fun ah especially diz one named Apit.. Namer timangan ah.. Gerek sey, mrepek but frenly.. Hahaz.. Friday ader lagik.. Hope its fun..
I wont let small things bother me animore.. Most importantly gal issues.. I had enough of doz.. If u all wan to 4get me than korg nye psl ah eh.. I tried my bez oleadi to keep in cntact.. I wont do anything animore.. N btw, dun jz find me if u hav probz n ignore me when all of it is clear k.. Im not doin community service here.. I help doz who care about me.. Get it.. Get u.. Hahaz.. k lah.. Mau bobok wohh.. c ya

2005-06-05T22:23:00.000+08:00

Hmmz...i Hav nothing to do now... So juz type an entry ah eh..Well, todae when to jempotan at upper serangoon, near punggol there.. Patotnye, i hav to teach a student at angmokio, but then, my mum wanted to stay at the jempotan causing me to b late.. Den his mum called to say tt he's goin swimmin so hav to postpone the class... Tts sum kind of relieve ah..
Then i went home to get my singnet voucher.. Im entitled to a free fon which is Motorola V975.. Dunnoe if tts the rite fon for me ah.. Probably not.. Den went to IMM to c my study table.. Cost arnd 129 bucks.. Went to eat at BAGUS...Quite sedap ah.. K la.. cya

To Faizah: Im sorry if i've done sumthin wrong to u tt u treat me lyk u did juz now.. Sorry..

2005-06-01T18:39:00.000+08:00

Okayz..Poly started...The first three dayz was quite fun ah..Sum lecturers r frenly n of coz sum r not ah.. My klas is DMR/FT/1B/24...Diz klas r for students who didnt take a maths in secondary.. Or for those who flunk diz subj..Hahaz.. Our klas tutor is Mr Chai..He's lyk a form teacher for us ah.. If we face any problems in skool, we shd find him n he'll try his best to help ah.. Interestin` job sey.. Well, i want to go out to sea to work in the future.. Go to other countries n make new frenz arnd the werld.. But an onshore job is quite rewarding at the same time.. Hmmz.. I'll c how things go in the future..
About CCA's, i join floorbal n pool... Silat is still under my consideration... Hahaz.. But none of my frenz want to join silat sey.. Scared i'll b all alone dere.. There'll b a floorball camp diz friday at 5.30... But my klas ends at 5 sey.. Dun expect me to bring all my camping stuff to klas... NO no NO... Hahaz..C how it goes ah.. Diz seem to b my favourite line now...
My dream of becoming a pilot is goin` down bcoz i kudnt afford it.. I hav to pay thousands of dollars for the licence... But my fren told me tt obtainin` a ships licence costs only about $200..I'll consider becoming a ship captain now.. Hahaz.. Wish me luck eh.. I just found out tt diz course needs a lot of money.. Not sure about other courses ah.. For engineerin` drawin` itself, i hav to cough out 30 bucks for the instruments..Wahlau.. There's more to come.. I heard tt i hav to spend arnd 50 bucks for the Workshop overalls...Waduh!! Boleh bankrupt gini... K lah..C ya

2005-05-27T17:39:00.000+08:00

Hey...Long time no type..Hahaz..Well, poly is about to start real soon..Takot sey...There were orientations n tours... Ook ok ah..Ader makan free semue..Hahaz...Sape tanak kn.. Rezeki..
Den ader Flag day by Singapore poly.. So went to Bugis first psl dorg nk gi saner...Ikot kn ajer ah..Smpai sane, dah ader org da...Den me, Sadiq, Azim n Sufiyan went to Bishan.. Ok Ok ah kat saner...Ader untong jgk...Tapik hafway, went to angmokio to hav lunch...Den maen pool japz... Dah tu went back to skool to hand in the tin.. Pastu balek ah...
Den juz now went to skool to take my o lvl cert... Tk byk org sey jumpe.. Farhan ngan mataer dier ngah blaja malay, bdk cine 402(2004) n kelvin.. Den ader Fahmi, bknnye nk salam ke senior2 dier..Buat bodoh je nk msk bilek Npcc..Cheh.. Klau kiter tk biseng, dier tk salam gaknye..Hahaz.. Dah tu gi luar lepak2 kat kedai..Dere we saw cekgu sarinah n firdaus bobal2 ngan dier japz..Den jumpe Khamisah ngan Sukri ngah jln balek...Juz waved ah...Pastu dudok2, kasi burong mkn den pulang.. Nanti lepak i guez.. C ya...

2005-05-22T14:59:00.000+08:00

Sorry psl da lamer tk bagi entry...Cam malas sey nk type...HahazZ... Kk..On 17th May, i went to a malay camp in Singapore Poly...Went with Shazwan, Hafiz, Azry, Hilmi... Den dere's diz place called the Cliff where we will hav our meals n tt also act as our reportin place..Got to noe a few guyz n galz ah..Den naek Poly Centre..Which is lyk a hall ah..Played games n i had to do an embarassin` forfeit..I hav to say sum mushy stuff to a gal...Wad luck..Menggigil sey badan...Hahaz..But i managed to complete it ah.. Den we went to our bunk where we r supposed to sleep n hav solat or simply rest... Full of activities ah..I cant possibly say all here.. Den we were separated into our permanent groups...Dere's me, Shaiful Nizam, Ali, Raihan, Kartini, Hamizah, Liyana n Suzana...Our facilitators r Hisyam n Zarifah..Gr8 grp ah.. Had a lot of fun n laughter..We had to build a catapult, a spear n a shield...Lawa2 jgk ah..Hehez...A pity tt we didnt get to play soccer psl hujan..Ish3...
Den ader cam sum sort of act...We were all fooled by our seniors...My grp had a situation where ader org kener sampok ah...They want to see how we manage the problem by ourself...We did gr8..Hehez...Tapik cam marah sket ah...Bender sampok ni tkleh maen2 sey...Btl2 kener dah laen hal..Baru padan muke dier...Hehez...We even had to cook for ourself...But b4 tt, we had to play sum games n earn the ingredients... Sedap jgk woh kiter masak...Hahaz...Walaupon pedas ah...Tapik bez...Hehez..
Hal nye tk cukop tido ah...1st nite tido 3 jam..2nd, 2 jam...n third, less than an hour...
Yg third day tk cukop tido psl ader confidence walk ah.. We had to walk arnd SP alone arnd 1 n 2 gitu...Gerek..Hahaz.. Naseb tk nmpak apaper...Hehez...
We also had to act out a crite dongeng ah..We chose cinderella...Klakar gilerz...U shd b dere to watch it...Hahaz...The pity thing is tt we were not the grp champion ah... Sedih sey when they showed us the pix of wad we did in the laz few dayz...Sumhow i felt tt the seniors r lyk family to me...Haiz...Im gonna lyk poly life i guez..Hehez...Den tml dorg ader gathering kat Sentosa...Tk tau klau nk gi ker tk...Tgk keadaan lah eh...K lah...Till nxt tym...C ya...

2005-05-11T22:47:00.000+08:00

Sumtimes i feel lyk i mean nothing to every1(excludin family memberz)... I dunnoe how to describe.. Im lyk a stranger...Or sum1 who ppl find when they r bored or sumthin...Juz when i felt tt i hav everything, i lost it all...
Secondary skool was the climax of my life up till now..All the frenz in my level, we onli had fun together...Sumtyms share bad times. Bad times r onli about galz n fight wif sum1 else.. Is it me? or i juz cant find sum1 i trust wif my probz.. All of u shd tink tt i hav no prob.. I guez no1 noe the real me..N i juz wont let any1 noe the real me... Y? Tts sumthing i dont noe oso... Maybe i was hurt too many times or maybe i just cant trust any1 enough..I wanna trust sum1..Juz when i tot i found him/her, he's/she's missing now..Every1 changed.. Its not lyk last tym..Maybe i cant adapt to changes...Maybe im slow..
Sum say tt being too gd is wrong...Y? Isnt it gd...Tts wad im tryin to do.. When i want to help sum1, he or she said tt its nt fair to me cz im always helpin dem n dey dun help me..Is tt wad we call frenz?? Frenz do not count whether sum1 help him or her b4...A fren will help in any way they can... Wads fairness tt they say? Nothing's fair in diz werld as ppl say..
Juz bcoz im nt in constant contact doesnt mean i dun care for my frenz animore.. And if sum1 better walk into ur life, does tt mean tt ur old fren become a stranger to u? Distance may b a gr8 obstacle for two frenz.. Does tt mean tt they shd forget each other..? Will we juz sit n wait for the other party to contact us? Wad if the other party thinks the same? Den both wont b in contact m i rite? Y muz diz happen ah? Maybe bcoz we r simply humans.. Will it harm us to juz make the first move? N wad if we alwayz make the first move? Wont ppl think tt we're desperate or sumthing? HaizZz... Diz is so complicated...Dun tink any1 of u out dere wud bother to read or undastand..Tts okay.. No1 undastand me anyway..Hmmz..K ah..Wish i can find the answers to all my qns...C ya...

2005-05-04T23:12:00.000+08:00

Nothing much happened diz few dayz...Went malaysia for kenduri during the weekends...Fun jgk ah..Bought jerseys..Hehez..Lawa..Hahaz..Den bobal2 ngan pakcik2...Psl hantu n stuff...Fun ah.. Den my Abg sdare said tt the thing called "Equal"(the stuff tt can replace sugar or sumthing), is actually a catalyts(dunnoe how to spell) for cancer..As in mempercepatkn cancer ah..So my uncle said tt it is better to use raw sugar although it is a little expensive...Tts wad he said ah...My family is gonna try it..
Monday went to play soccer wif hafyz, faiz, malik, asri, fadhil n z....Bez jgk maen dlm hujan..Den ader lwn org thailand ke myanmar pon tk tau...Bagos giler sey...ish3..Den tuesday ader meetin` psl Singapore Poly Malay camp..It's on 17th to 20th May...I hav to shop for things...Any1 wan to follow? Hehez... Den juz now hav to go skool to coach Khamisah in her physics...Hope she learned sumthing...All the bez for those out dere takin` their examz...Hope u all do well...C ya

2005-04-25T19:49:00.000+08:00

Okayz...Diz was wad happened the laz few dayz.. On saturday, me n my family went to toa payoh to eat at diz place called fork n spoon.. Sumthin` lyk Banquet ah tapik kud b better...U guyz hav to try it out n if u do, Jgn lper ajak org disini ye..Hahaz.. There'z a wide range of food dere ah... Den my aunty came wif her family...Had a lot of fun teasin` ppl ova there..Hahaz.. Den dere'z diz 1 gal who keep lookin` at me ah..No kiddin`.. My uncle realised it to..Quite pretty ah..Hehez...Naseb baek i didnt ask for her number..Hahaz.. Den went to my anoder Uncle'z hse coz dier baru pindah ah kat Sembawang.. Fun sey umah tingkat satu..We can hav the whole area in front n behind of our hse..Fuh!! Kat saner my sdare kene ajar his student (who is oso my kuzin) mathematics..So i hav to jager the other kuzinz to play badminton.. Qute fun ah..Den biler dah malam, my two uncle 2gether wif me n my kuz gi beli mkn...Tk slalu mkn mlm tapi sebat je ah...Sedap sey...Hehez...
Sunday cam biase ah..Went madrasah den go n fetch my laptop home..Hehez...Usin` it now..Den kat uma plak ader wireless nye internet...Tah sapernye tah..Tap in jer ah..Hahaz..
Juz now, went to singapore polytechnic to complete my enrolment..Its completed now n im officially a Singapore Polytechnic Student..Got my Student kad n i SMILED...Hahaz...Den balek n rot..Hehez...c ya nxt tym...

2005-04-20T21:31:00.000+08:00

Nothin` much happened recently..Juz now i went to order my Laptop.. Its an ACER Travelmate 2308i...$1698 it cost..Paid a deposit of 300 n wait for the Uncle to call me ah.. Den diz Monday muz go Singapore Poly to settle the enrolment thingy...N get my Student card..Kene bgn pagi lagik...ish3..K la..C ya

2005-04-15T23:56:00.000+08:00

Hmmz... Yesterday went to Hua Yi Sports day at Clementi stadium..The students dere were lyk dead sey...Tk sebising kiter dulu..Boring sak..Overall Boring ah..Hehe..Den went mkn at JP wif Azmeer, Yazid n Lydia.. Dah tu alek..Ish2... Den juz now gi solat jumaat kat msjed den tros alek lagik...Borin` sak.. Tadi lepak fun sket ah...Sumthin` to liven` me up abit..Now back to my boring stuff...So bored...Haiz..Bsk gi maen badminton n agaknyer maen basikal...Harap2 tk hujan ah..Insya'allah.. K ah...Hav to rot sumore...C ya

2005-04-11T18:53:00.000+08:00

Juz now, we had a party for Khamisah who turn 15 tml...Happy Birthday Khamisah!! Hehe.. Well..I had to organise everythin n had sum help frm frenz especially fadhil n malek..Tanx guyz.. So of coz there were sabo tym...Haha..My frenz takot nk start sey..Even Firdaus..Apalah..I had to start...Zakiah was my first victim...Haha..Den Khamisah n the rez ah..Fadhil pon kener...Jadi ceti aner tah..Haha.. Had fun ah..Glad tt Khamisah is happy now..Hehe.. Stay happy eh...Hope Zakiah will sent me the pix den i can share wif u guyz...C ya

2005-04-10T21:49:00.000+08:00

Hmm...Juz went to so-called town juz now wif Sukri, Yazid n Sha2... It was ok ah..Hmm.. To every1 who noe me, i hav sumthing to say.. I wan to apologise for any sins tt i hav done to any of u..I dun wan any1 of u to bear any grudges against me..Im realli reallie sorry eh..

2005-04-07T21:21:00.000+08:00

Went cycling juz now..Fun but tiring ah..We went into Singapore Discovery Centre n kena tahan by sum army men..Haha...Part to i went all dizzy.. Cant open my eyes...Felt lyk vomitin but didnt..Felt lyk passing out but didnt oso..I became alright a few minits later... Muz b bcoz i stopped suddenly...Things happen u noe..Hmm.. Den went home n continue rottin...Tml go cycle again...C ya

2005-04-06T21:46:00.000+08:00

Hmmz...Nothing much happened recently.. On Sunday went to wodlands to play badminton den went home to play soccer wif Raimi, Faiz, Asri, Nash n his bro, Fadhil n Malik...Naseb baek i was not injured...Phew! Onli my toe..Bengkak sket psl byk chip bola...Tapik semuer power nye chip...Hehez...Den Yesterday Dhil blanjer tgk wyg lagik..I hav to pay abit...Sket tk mati ah... Hehe.. Watched "Be Cool".. OK jgk ah...Ader klakar2... Den juz now my kuz came utk settlekn my poly forms again.. He need to call the poly to clarify sum probs...Now im lookin ahead to a boring wk..Haiz...C ya

2005-03-31T19:31:00.000+08:00

Juz got the package for enrolment juz now.. Mabok sey..Im not tt sure of wad to do actually.. My idea was to wait for 11th Apr coz tt is lyk my enrolment date ah..I hav to enrol online sumore..Not sure how to do tt..Tot of askin my Uncle on how to do all tt..The fees for a yr is $12,000++...Terkejot boboy.. Naseb ader tuition grant ke aper tah..I'll onli need to pay arnd 2k...Fuh!! The CCA's pon quite bez ah..I intend to go Maritime Club n Pool..Hehe..K ah..Write again nxt tym..C ya

2005-03-26T18:37:00.000+08:00

Yesterday me went to my little kuz birthday party..It was so damn fun..Lots of laughters for me.. Den we together watched the movie "Shutter"..Hahaz..I was doin sum bbq'in outside n the sauce was red..So i dipped my hand into the red sauce n went inside to where they were wathing the movie...I put my hand among dem n screamed..The timing kudnt b any better..Hahaz..Every1 was lyk screaming their heads off...Hahaz..Real funny ah.. Den went to play rugby outside...I injured my leg again..HaizZz..Wad luck..Den juz now i went to help my Aunty wif some activities her polyclinic organized ah..Den 1 of my kuz dropped a carton of drinks on my little toes of my right foot..Ish3...Now its kinda twisted sey..Different in shape from the other toes...HaizZz...Injuries love me i guez...Wad luck..So here i am now sufferin n silence..Sorry Lyd if tt phrase is urs..Hehe..K la..Wanna rest...Guez im not goin madrasah tml in diz state...C ya

2005-03-24T18:51:00.000+08:00

3 Ways to get over rejection..For a Man..

Visualize this: You see a stunning beauty on the other side of the bar. Your heart starts racing, your palms get sweaty and your cheeks get flushed as your inner voice says, “Go over and say anything! Just start talking!” As you get up to walk over, the same voice asks, “What if you say something stupid or what if you’re not good enough?”

If the risk of rejection is holding you back, put your priorities into perspective: You’ll always regret most the things you never dare to do.

The truth about rejection
Every time you start a new relationship, ask for a second date or introduce your new honey to the family, you face the possibility of rejection. It’s a part of life and can’t be avoided. You can reduce your rejection anxieties, though, by keeping in mind these three universal truths:

Truth #1: The odds are in your favor. At least 33% of the people you approach will not be interested in you romantically. Don’t try to analyze why; there are just too many possibilities. Instead, increase your chances by approaching more women. The more chances you give yourself, the better the odds that you'll succeed

Truth #2: You’re not alone. Women experience the fear of rejection, too. It’s just as painful for both genders. Don’t fool yourself into thinking that one gender gets the cold shoulder more than the other.

Truth #3: There are other fish in the sea. Rejection is only one person’s opinion. That means there are thousands of eligible women ready to hear from you!

2005-03-24T18:25:00.000+08:00

Spoon- Sepenuh Hati

Bagaimana harusku luahkan
Perasaanku padamu
Yang selama ini ku pendamkan
Dalam diam ku

Sukarnya ku berterus-terang
Tentang perasaan ini
Bimbang seandainya tak kau terima
Musnahlah harapanku ini

Bagaimana harus aku menghadapi
Semua itu
Sedangkan ku menyintaimu sepenuh hati
Tak mudah untukku melupakan dirimu
Kau bagiku
Segala-galanya

Pada yang Maha Kuasa
Ku panjatkan doa
Moga dibukakan pintu hatimu
Kan ku buktikan kejujuran cintaku
Jangan biarkan keraguan
Menghantui jiwamu
Dalam ku menanti semua kepastian
Dari bibirmu oh kasih

Kasih dan sayang
Cinta dan rindu
Tersemat di jiwaku
Usah biarkan ku kecewa
Membalut luka
Agar kau mengerti
Yang selama ini
Aku menyintaimu

2005-03-22T21:45:00.000+08:00

Diz is not gd..Of every huayi malay boys n galz..No1 is goin to SP xcept me..Aper sey..Semuer dah plan nk msk SP pe..Beh semuer tk msk..Aper eh..Aku sorg jgk stuck..Ish3.. Tk fair sey.. Nanti first tym masok skolah cam bdk beloh..Ish3.. Aiyseyman.. But i noe 4 of my Higher Malay frenz go SP ah..They r in Chemical, Accountancy n Aerospace...Semuer pandai2 nye kes...Harap2 dpt kwn yg bez2 ah kat sane..Looking foward to the package tt is goin to arrive..K ah..C ya

2005-03-22T10:32:00.000+08:00

Suprise Suprise!! The posting results for the JAE is actually today..Woke up when my kuz called to tell me about diz..Immediately switched on my comp to take a look..Juz gr8..
I got into Marine Engineering course at Singapore Polytechnic..
Fuyoh!! 1of my favourites...Thank god..Hehez..Happy ah dpt masok poly..Hehez..K la..Write again tonite i guez...C ya

Quit my job

2005-03-21T18:36:00.000+08:00

Guez wad..? I tink i juz quit my job.. I told my studentz father tt i cant teach her daughter animore..Fuh!! Bold move frm me.. Guez no more shoppin for now...Hidop ajerlah dgn aper yg ader eh..Hmmz.. Today hav been so damn boring...Did nothing xcept play the same old gamez...Haiz..Dun tink she'll msg me todae..Hmmz...K lah...C ya

2005-03-20T21:44:00.000+08:00

Wad u guyz tink of ppl who tukar2 mataer cam tukar baju ah...? Siak kn..Tkleh stick to 1 sey..Either gatal sgt atau juz cant b alone..Asek nk ader org temankn je...I noe ah how it feels klau asek nk ader org temankn ajer...But when org tk layan me, i got used to it oleadi..Wads the purpose of a mataer anyway..? Sum say klau ader mataer boleh share probs, personal stuff...But is dat true...? Partially ah...Tapik frenz pon boleh pe...But my kuz say the feeling is different ah..Maybe tts wad ppl nowadayz look for..I dunnoe la.. For me, its better not to let any1 noe of my probs or anything ah..Keep it to myself..i've changed back to my old self..Things change..Tts wad ppl lyk to say..Haiz..Anyway..I'm not goin to write bout my feelings anymore..Juz write bout wad i tink about stuffs,k..Hehez.. C ya

2005-03-19T23:18:00.000+08:00

Spider - Relaku Pujuk

Ku dikejar bayang-bayang resah
Bila hatimu masih tak berubah
Enggan dipunya
Dan dipenjara
Belaian cintaku ini

Aku bukan lelaki yang tewas
Bisa menyambar walau ku ditolak
Biar diuji
Kanan dan kiri
Kau kan tetap ku miliki

[Korus]
Tiada lafaz yang lebih agung
Kalimah cintamu
Yang ku tunggu tunggu
Biar jasadku yang menanggung
Permainan darimu
Relaku pujuk

Janganlah kau salahkan aku
Terus memburu menawan cintamu
Aku percaya sedikit masa
Kau kecundang akhirnya

Usahlah kau bersedih
Di hadapanmu aku hadir
Memadam resah dan curiga
Dari hatimu... Ohh... Ohh...

Apakah kali ini
Bisa kau tolak dan berlari
Setelah aku menanamkan
Azimatku

repeat korus X 2

Biar jasadku yang menanggung
Permainan darimu
Relaku pujuk

2005-03-19T22:13:00.000+08:00

Wad a day man!! She wont or cant go out wif me.. well, da biase gaknyer..We onli went out when dier ajak pon..Tk pernah tolak nye kes..Wad the heck! Went ahead ah to buy my sandals n cap...da biaser pon shoppin sorg...Shaiful pe..Alone slalu..Anyway bought the sandals wif fadhil ah..Naseb baek dier boleh klua..Tanx Dhil..Den go YewTee to settle sumthing..After which i went to Orchard to play pool..Da borin, i decided to try billiard ah...Bez jgk..Played wif sum1 dere..Gerek...Tapik kener skilled gilerz ah..Haiz..K ah..C ya

To You..Diz song reflects me

2005-03-17T22:37:00.000+08:00

Mahligai Mu Dari Airmata Ku

Izinkan diriku meluahkan rasa
Maafkanlah aku andai kau terasa
Biar kupaparkan apa yang terjadi
Moga engkau tak ulangi

Sungguh tak kusangka kau berpaling tadah
Setelah lamanya menjalinkan cinta
Dalam diam-diam kau sudah berpunya
Tanpa aku menyedari semuanya

Aku mendoakan agar kau bahagia
Bersama si dia insan yang kau suka
Percintaan kita tak sampai ke mana
Setakat di bibir saja sayang

Kau bina mahligai dari air mata
Yang jatuh berderai di wajah sepiku
Hancurnya hatiku bisa tak terkata
Terhumban rasa diriku

Oh aduhai ku masih ingati
Janji manis dan saat romantis
Kau pintaku supaya setia
Akhirnya kau yang berubah

Oh tuhanku tabahkan hatiku
Temukan ku dengan ketenangan
Jiwa ini dibelasah rindu tetapi apa dayaku

Kucuba pejam mata tapi tak terlena
Kerana ku masih teringat padamu
Begitu payahnya nak ku melupakan
Pernahkah engkau fikirkan oh sayang...

East Coaz

2005-03-17T15:18:00.000+08:00

Here's wad happened on 15.3.2005..Our malay boys went for an east coast trip for sum sort of gathering ah...It was fun..Went dere for a game of pool, sum went swimming n cyclong...Hahaz...Dats wad they called cycling.. Style eh..Haha.. at nite..Most went home ah xcept me, rain, raimi, malek, faiz n fidah..Faiz n fidah relek2 kat camp tapik the four of us went cyclong..Gerek sak..First kn...Shahrain jatoh..Hahaz...Tu lah nk step daredevil lagik..Hahaz...dah jatoh boleh ketawer plak tu...Kuat2 sumore..Ish3...Hahaz..Klakar klakar.. Den cycle smpai Kallang area...Fuh!! Jaoh tu...Naek cramp sey pantat...Nk dudok pon pedih sey..Aiysey..Tapik bez..Hehez...Den lepak2 kat bedok jetty...Sejok gilerz sak kat situ..Menggigil badan..Lagik2 pakai sluar pendek...Mampos nyer sejok...Haha...tido utk 2 jam smpai 7 den went back to camp...Had anoder hour of sleep den proceed back home..

Sampai uma ingatkn nk tido..Skali dhil ajak gi tgk wyg da..Kol 7 malam...Naseb sey..Bleh aku tido skejap..The skejap dragged till 11 p.m...Terkejot sak aku biler bgn dah gelap..Habez....So is ort of buih dhil..Sorry eh Dhil..Aku da plan nk angon sey...Tarok 2 alarm pon tk load sey..Ish2..Guez my body was juz too tired..Sorry eh..K ah..C ya

Kuala Lumpur Trip

2005-03-14T21:51:00.000+08:00

Kk…Here’s wad happened laz Saturday in my trip to KL…At 3.40 in the morning, went down to meet Uncle Malek..We’ll b goin to Eunos , where the bus was, in his van.. So reached dere n every1 was lyk in my uncle’s hse over dere ah..Uncle Rohani..Den at arnd 4.30, every1 went down..We talked n definitely made noise…hahaz..Den at arnd 5 gi2, the bus came..It was a green tour bus..Quite comfy ah..So we four bujangz went to the back seats..The bujangz is Abg Amin, Durrani, Shahrin n me..Den we went off..
In the bas, the tour guide told us tt we’ll b goin to Tuas Checkpt..It’ll b lyk easier n faster I guez..Nothing special happened in é bas…When we reached Tuas, my family was the only 1 using the Access Cards..We were through in a breeze..Den went up the bus again, passed through the m’sian customs n to gelang patah..
Dah smpai Gelang patah, we had our morning prayers n breakfast of nasi lemak n bread.. Sedap sey..Free!! Hahaz..Well all my meals r free ah..hehez..Certain familys will sponsor..But not my family ah..We’re lyk the lowest paid family..So tkyah sponsor..hehez..All the way to KL, Kat dlm bas tgk movie..Ader Blade Trinity n Collateral damage..OK jgk ah..Tkder mood sey nk tido..
Den at arnd 11, we reached KL..Went to jln2 at Masjed India till 2.30..We oso had lunch dere..Den proceed to our hotel..I tot it was the same hotel we used to go when we’re in KL..Tapik laen sey..Dtg je ader org jempot den nk angkatkn bag kiter…Tapik kiter semuer prefer to bring our own bags ah…Tk biaser sey to diz high kind of life..The lobby was grand..Lampu besar2 sey..Cam jakon gi2..Hahaz.. Waited for our keys while Uncle Razak, our organizer, settle ebritin…Tapik yg tk fun nye..Kiter same room wif our parentz…Tk bez sey…Nk ngan memberz.. So when we went to our rooms…kiter plan ah..We planned to go to Abg Amin’s room n his mum transfer to my parentz room..Dah ader bilek bujang..Haha..tu baru bez..
So we had no plans till 7..Me n my parentz wanted to go jln2 ah…Boring je dah smpai KL jaoh2 den tido kat hotel..Nk tido kat rumah boleh pe…Dtg KL buat pe kn..Hahaz..So I ajak Reyn ah nk gi jln2 ker tk..Den bof of our familyz went jln2 arnd dere…
We got to diz shoppin center..Bez sey..Byk kedai..I bought 1 shirt dere…Lawa jgk..Tapik I dun wear t-shirts pe…so doesn’t matter wad price or lawa ker tk ah…Ader offer nye psl, beli ah..hahaz.. Den ader famous amos…Fuyoh!! Ader Ice cream sey famous amos dier…Klau lah s’pore ader cam gi2…Kn gerek…Me, Shazlina, Reyn n Aunty Ita bought 1 each..Reyn bought watermelon, Lina bought Cookies, Aunty Ita bought sumthing I kudnt remember n I bought sumthing called Schiapella..Sedap gilerz…Hahaz..Free pe..Hehez..Aunty Ita blanjer..Den went near our hotel to a Quiksilver shop..I hav long wanted a Quiksilver cap…tapik biler tgk price..waduh!! Mintak ampun..99 ringgit sey..Kirim salam suda ah..Den went back to hotel coz dah 6.30..Smpai je, mandi den kener klua balek ke lobby utk jumper every1..
We had our Magrib n Isyak prayers in the Surau..Magrib Jama’ den Isyak Qasar..Harap2 paham ah..Den went behind the hotel to a restaurant where we had out Dinner..Bez jgk makanan dier…Tapik I had the laz of everything..Kener serve the others dulu…Pekerja restaurant tu sket je..So tlg lah..Den biler semuer dah setengah jln…baru I start mkn…Nk dekat habez sey semuer…Tkperlah…Asalkn ader..Had a faz dinner den tgk bola..Arsenal versus Bolton..Bez jgk..Den head back to our tour bas utk gi Chinatown..
Smpai je kat Chinatown, grimis lah…Tapik tkper…continue jln je…Semak sey kat saner..Ramai nah org..Tk bawak my camera sal saner ader byk kes curi..So better b safe den sorry..We bujangz went together wif my mum utk tlg kiter tawah harge ah..Bez sey..I bought 2 jerseys for 50 ringgit…maner bleh dpt kat s’pore gi2…hahaz..Arnd 10.30, went back to the bez..Kiter keener kutok sey ngan pakcik2…Psl dorg beli shirts at 3 for 50 ringgit when we bought 2 for 50..Tros diam sey kiter…Geram eh..haha..Well, dats their day..Laen hari will b ours..
Smpai hotel, we went out of our parentz rooms to our bujang room..Kat saner we talked bout anything n everythin…Smpai kener bedal pon ader..haha…fun ah..Tak tido sey..Smpai the nxt morning…So at 6 we had our morning solat den went down for breakfast at the restaurant below…Western ah aper lagik…Tapik ader nasi lemak..Bez tu..hahaz..After tt, the parentz wanted to go sumwhere utk beli kropok n their kind of stuff…So me n Reyn went to watch soccer in my parentz rm..Newcastle versus a Greece team ah..Luper namernyer…Tkper..Den at 12 checkout n went to Times Square..All the little 1’s nk go on the coaster ridez n all..Kiter bujang2 lepak ah n walked arnd..Went to Orange Julius utk minom2..Sedap sey dorg nye Blizzard..Terbalek sey ince cream dier...Fuyoh!!While they were havin their drinks..I went to a few comic shops selling cartoon figurines ah..Cari2 the character tt SHE lyks…tapik tkder…Too bad ah.. Haiz.. so biler dah arnd 2.30 gi2..We all met at the surau at level 8 for Zohor jama’ n asar qasar..Den head to lvl 4 for lunch..Ayam goreng je…nt tt gd ah..We dun wan to eat much ah…Tk menyelerakn..Den the adults wanted to buy sum crystals…Style plak sey…Den naek bas n headed home..Diz tym, the bas trip was a havoc..At first, Uncle Shukor n Uncle Malek challenged the little galz to a pantun contest..The two uncle was winning sey..Den we the bujangz tk hepi ah..Smalam dah kacau kiter kn…Kiter join the galz ah..Den bof the uncles tros diam sey…Dah kalah ah tu…Hahaz…Kecoh gilerz…N ultimate fun ah..hahaz.. Den dah smpai s’pore…cam skejap gi2…Tym really flies when we’re havin fun..Den went back to eunos b4 we headed home…Tts all ah..hehez..Sorry hah tkleh kirim apaper..Tkleh smuggle byk2 ah..k lah.. C ya

2005-03-11T22:38:00.000+08:00

Tk sabar sey nk gi KL in 5 hrs tym...Confirm gerek punya..Hahaz...Me goin wif my kuzinz n uncles n auntys n all lah..My adek not goin psl dier ader camp..so is my 1 kuzin..Dier pon ader camp..wasted eh..K ah...update later when i come back..C ya

2005-03-10T22:57:00.000+08:00

Sumthing came into my head..Its about any boy or gal ah..When we lyk tt sum1, we'll try everything to get him or her kn...Cam bez gi2.. Den biler dah dpt, mcm dah game over..Dah tk fun lagik..Pelik eh..Tu psl lah smpai skrang aku maseh tkder mataer...Takot sey.. Takot i wont treat her well, take her for granted..Or vice versa..Im fragile u noe...Hahaz.. Juz kiddin ah eh..I dunnoe my self..Hehez..Wud i b selfish if i wanted her all by myself..There're better guys arnd for sure..I hav many faults in me..Ppl may not lyk it..So any1 out dere..If u hav anything tt u dun lyk about me...PLZ tell me k..

2005-03-08T23:24:00.000+08:00

For a wife, is a husband more important den her own parentz..? Well, my Ustaz told the whole klas a story yesterday..There's a wife who received a call from her mother saying tt her dad was goin to die..Dah tenat ah kire..N her mum wanted her to go to their hse immediately..But, her husband was not at home at tt tym.. So she tried to call her husband many times but kudnt get through..So, she didnt go to see her dad for the last tym.. After her dad died, her mum called n scolded her for not goin dere immediately lyk she was told...Her mum even compared her wif her sister..Her sister simply put a note for her husband saying tt she'll b at her parentz hse coz her dad dah saket tenat..Was her mum right to scold the older sister who didnt go to c her dad for the last tym?? I tot she was..Till my ustaz say tt the older sister was right to stay at home..He said tt a wife who goes out of the hse without telling her husband, akan dilaknat oleh Tuhan sampai dia pulang ke rumah dan diredha oleh suaminya..Suprise suprise...I tot tt we shd b fillial to our parents kn psl dorg yg membesarkn kiter, kasi kiter mkn semuer..Tapik biler dah kahwin, suami harus diutamakan..Fuh!! So to all the galz dere..Bacer nie..Apaper tanyer ustaz dan ustazah kamu yer..Hehez..K lah..C ya

2005-03-04T22:52:00.000+08:00

YoZz..Howdy dere..hahaz..Hmm..Todae went solat den go tohguan to giv my great grandmother sum money for her to spend..Den went to skool wif Faiz, Hafiz, Nash, Malik n Dhil...Ni psl si Nash nk gi amek CCA record ker aper tah..Den saw Hannah but didnt see her...Hannah dah kurus sey..Phewitt!! Confirm dah ader mataer nye..Hahaz..Way to go gal..den went to library bcoz of nash again..Nak cari buku hacking ke aper tah..Den got a Linux for Dummies bk..After dat went home n play game..Hehez...At nite, went out to lepak..Tapik maen bola..Juz as i got a hat trick, ader neighbourhood watch nyer org plak...sroh kiter stop..Aiyseyman..Den stop n watched movie wif Shahira's laptop..Afterschool was the movie we watched..Quite ok ah...Gadoh2 lagik...Den rape kes..Ish3...Pas tu bunoh diri...Tu lah...Jgn mentel2 laen kali...Kn dah menyesal..Till here...C ya

2005-03-03T21:47:00.000+08:00

Nothin much happened today..Mornin went to SP wif kuzin to ask about the fees of the courses there...Accountancy is less den $2000 for a yr..Aiyseyman...Sket nye murah..Ish3..Went arnd Sp for awhile den went to my hse..My kuz Shahrin nk mkn so dier mkn ah n i played Need for speed underground 2...After he finished eating, he wanted to versus me in soccer...Winning eleven i mean..A PS2 game.. He used to beat me everytym we played at his hse ah..He's lyk the pro if compared to the three of us bujangz..Me, Shahrin n Durrani..Shahrin is top followed by Durrani n den me..But juz now..We played 5 games n i won all of it...HahazZz..I'm the master now..HehezZz...Den went to play pool at JE entertainment...Saw Adam n his braderz along wif a few of my old klasmates frm E4-03(2004)...Asked bout their results ah...Sum did better den me..Hehez..We went to play pool coz there's sum1 tt Shahrin lyk, asked him out for a game of pool...Since they were in the west area, I played Host...Sebok2 je...Wanna look wad the gal looks lyk...Quite ok ah..Hope Shahrin gets her...Gd Luck Reyn... Both of dem r beginnerz ah so i giv dem face in playin the game...Taught some tactics n technics...Menyesal sey ajar...They can win me now..Tapik blom pernah menang ah..Hehez..Byk2 training hah..HahazZz...Den went home for work..N now here i m..K lah..Nk relax...C ya

2005-03-03T11:36:00.000+08:00

Did nothing much today..Juz went to Ngee Ann Polytechnic wif my kuzinz to ask about the courses n sort of counselling ah..One of my kuzin'z dad worked dere as a cageman in charge of electric equipmentz..We used his computer to apply n pay for the courses we chose..Thank you Uncle! Here r my 12 courses..Accountancy SP, accountancy NP, aeronautical SP, Marine Engineering SP, Marine n offshore Tech NP, Biomedical Science SP, Architechture SP, Optometry SP, Accounting n Finance TP, Accounting n Finance NYP, Aerospace SP, Maritime Transportation SP..Those are from the 1st choice to the laz... Well, after tt went to play pool at Paya Lebar wif anoder kuzin joinin us..Den go home n play game..Hehe..K ah..C ya..